Sunday Feb 13, 2005

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i don't know where i stand completely with Jenniffer... for the first time in ages ive felt love pour over us... i dont know where it all leads to, or why it happens now.

I'm begenning to think that i might know what it is to grow and span time with a person though...

its something good and pure and maniacally fucked up and soft...

Sunday Feb 13, 2005

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ill post more in the morning, i saw that ive made two new friends and i just wanted to say hi. its been a very very long day... my very jealous girlfriend left me an ultimatum...friends or her.........

i chose friends.... i havent missed or been hurt by anyone like this in awhile... at the same time i feel better about the way ...life is...
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Saturday Jan 22, 2005

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i've spent the day being a complete lazy boy,well not completely, awhile ago i walked to the cemetary to visit my grammas grave...er does that sound morbid? it isnt, i just miss her sometimes so i walk over cause its only a couple of blocks away and i sit down to read, when i got back home i started drawing tattoo designs and listening to...
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tat2dpunkchick:
U HAVEN;'T WRITTENIN AWHILE, THOUGHT I WOULD DROP A NOTE TO SAY HI. HOPE ALL IS GOING WELL.

WANNA DRAW ME A TATTOO HEEHEE smile tongue

[Edited on Feb 11, 2005 12:22PM]
sickgirl22:
just wanted to say whats up and thanks for the friend request biggrin After looking at your profile i kinda feel like we're already friends smile ... you know Mark Ryden's gonna be at the Pasadena Museum of California Art...he's going to be signing on Sun. Feb.27!!! I'm So There!! ..... i'm off to stupid work right now to wait on all kinds of drunk yuppie fucks spending mommy and daddy's $$$ - it pays the bills....Have a great night...talk with you soon... biggrin

Saturday Jan 22, 2005

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weirdest dream.....ever...

I'm in a kind of carport walking to a van that my girlfriend is waiting next to when another van drives up behind me and these two people get out and start walking towards me. the first person gets closer and i see its my grandfather...on my dads side of the family, ive seen him maybe 9-10 times in my life but its...
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Friday Jan 21, 2005

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I swear to god my girlfriend has the best hips in the world....

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then again i still haven't been to Europe...

I swear to god Jen has the best hips in Southern California.

Wednesday Jan 19, 2005

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why isnt the mail here yet?
I'm waiting for the mail, its boring, i think ill start revising that rough draft.....mabye i can ask mr.Ruben to correct it again for me...hm

Tuesday Jan 18, 2005

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at one point did my room start to look like a library?

...I'm having major doubts about myself and jen, but all the rational in the world wont save me from hurting...

im too far away from the friends i once had to go back to that circle and too far into this relationship to easily get over it if it ends without friends...

who...
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6underground:
i'd go with ya but i neither have the money nor the time frown plus ive seen all the good places to see in Europe

Tuesday Jan 18, 2005

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Home from class today. I left early after having my paper reviewd by two people. The first person, a student really liked it, at least the writing style and the way I intertwined quotes and metaphors. The second person, a Instructors aid, really tore it apart. I think I'm just going to make some dinner and go to bed. I can't write anything worth writing...
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Sunday Jan 16, 2005

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I'm going a little nuts here. At least I feel like I am, it might just be the frustration of J. So here's the ventellating rant. J and I have been going out for two years, two years of which I have been more than happy to say that I've loved sleeping with her, the sex is great, she agreess...here's the thing. She want's to...
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linz:
thanks for the comment.

i dont understand how people can have open relationships. i have had friendships where sex was involved but i dont think either one of us was fooled that dating was going to happen. being in a real relationship is another story. at least for me it is. good luck to both of you.

Wednesday Jan 12, 2005

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I'm really just writing to get into the habit of freewriting, trying it out for at least ten minutes a day and I can't think of anywhere else to vent it.

I wish I knew why there is an ant on my....two ants on my keyboard. they are looking for something but i dont know what, my room is a pretty clean place and the...
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Tuesday Jan 11, 2005

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Dear ? ,

This isnt a flirt kinda thing, or a wandering eye kinda thing (if i was going to cheat it would have happened by now) It's habit, just sitting somewhere. now, a cafeteria,watching people, wondering whwat there thinking, less than a quarter of them are actually eating. There's a girl across the way in a very stylish (very Bowie) jacket, I think she...
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Tuesday Jan 11, 2005

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im a working student, UPS is the job, i go to Pasadena city, i have no idea what i want to do but i love school, more for the people then the schoolin, i love books and art, and music...currently very into writing, journaling, this is my first post and i havent put much thought into it. just didnt want to have a blank page....
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