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two somethings into my new art project and im really psyched, three days in and some jackass in long beach decides to grab my art box out of my car and make off with my art supplies, and my only copy of the red hot chili pepeprs "by the way"

its loaded in sentimental value, loaded, jam fucking packed with it, it oozes out the...
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sickgirl22:
okay - well - i WAS happy to see you posted .... we missed you but ... im very frown about the content of your newest entry...
not that it will be any consolation but at least its words of empathy:
last semester i lost my artbox - loaded as well with lots and lots of art supplies costing some big $$$ to replace AND some irreplaceables!! i could only hate myself for such careless stupidity!! think i left the fuckin thing on top of my car or something mad
hunny - im so sorry!!!!
only an artist would understand!!
i hope other than that things have been better and good for you!!
kiss
rockbot:
I was thinking that only another artist would understand what it feels like when i waws posting that, im very sorry to hear about your artbox as well...luckily i was able to replace most of what was taken at the art store in pasadena (big dent in my checking account) it's the few simple cheap trinkets that i lost and that cant be replaced that really bummed me out
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....uhm....im a bit of a mess right now....Jen left me.... i haven't been able to sleep....and today is turning out really badly... how alone must a person be made to feel, i went through my friends list on my phone only to realize i dont really have any friends left after this relationship with the one exception of a dear dear friend...
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sickgirl22:
you ok?
havent heard anything lately.....
whatever
rockbot:
double retraction... im single ...kinda a mess and reaaaaaaaaaaaaally lonely...uhm
my computer is making like its sick also...i might not sign on fer a bit, but uhm...i would like to keep in touch...so if anyone ...er...okay yeah...im a heartbroken college kid trying to figure out what to do and how to keep from hurting...heh...a bit of a whiner too though... my weekends are open though...so if anyone wants to hang out and see a movie and probably have a dinner on me gimme a call 562 233 1231

oh god....i just read that... ("this is not my life, this is not my life")

i need some words of wisdom
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I really need a new picture, maybe one that's clear.

not too much new going on, hte super-flu i had has passed, mostly. I'm doing horribly in school and trying to cover up for it, I always feel like I need sleep and I can't for the life of me stop thinking about other peoples lives, mostly authors, writers, poets, artists...i want to know some...
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I've become terribly ill. my throat is all red and swollen.... bad choice of description considering my arena. im all flem and pain... what a lovely counter balance though... to be logged onto suicide girls awith a fever
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also developed a crush on Tilda Swinton after watching Orlando and Constantine...
sickgirl22:
i can't wait to go back to Wondertonnel!!!!! cant fucking wait!!!!!!! i know what you mean about being able to write pages on those paintings!!! and the Creatrix - HOLY CRAP!!!!! eeek WHAT AN AMAZING PIECE!!!!!
Kinda funny - "Magic Circus" is like ONE of my favorites - i never noticed how creepy that black bear bunny guy in the foreground is!! Spooky!! skull

i'm so glad you got to see it!!!!! biggrin

I don't know if you're familiar with his piece "Just the Girls" but i'm getting the girl that's standing on the right side tattted on the back of my right arm next week biggrin Yippeeeeee!!! i cant wait!!!

Good luck with selling your tickets and getting to all the stuff youve got planned - you sound like me!! My mom always laughs at me when i get stressed out and tells me that i've ALWAYS been like that: trying to fit everything in the same day and be everywhere at once! whatever

oh well - talk to you soon kiss

PS i was going to say - i think a while back you were asking if i had any artwork onlline?? i dont - sometime in the not so distant future i would love to do that but i'd like to produce some more "for me" artwork first!! so it's not like a "here's all my school projects" website wink ....i think im gonna take some pics of a couple of things i have and post them in my pics!! Thanks for being interested!! kiss

[Edited on Mar 11, 2005 12:18PM]
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also..i got to see Wondertoonel twice! and both times fer free!!! i spent a good forty minutes in front of Darlas Journey and The Creatrix the second time around.... i didnt notice but Tim Biskup and Siena hong own two of the paintings there, Bjork and Wound (which is the covor for the scarling e.p.)
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There's no way I can sell those coldplay tickets...I wont get the chance to see them at Coachella because chances are i'll only be there on sunday. I hope the concert doesnt run too long on friday night, Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas is playing at the Nuart in LA at midnight, id like to go to both but it might be cutting it...
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So I figure if i sell my KCRW coldplay sounds eclectic tickets i'll have the money i need. But that'll never fly, i love coldplay too much.. so in coming days i've decided to become re-attatched to my sketchbook and become a famous rich artist...dont worry, i wont forget anyone.

last night i drooled over three paintings..."magic circus", "Darlas journey" and "the creatrix" I could...
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does anyone know of any weekend jobs, im super broke and in need of cash...
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I just got back from school...it's 11pm and i'm getting home from philosophy... my friend Livee and I are chatting about me getting a new job... why do all the girls in my life want me to quit UPS?

there's a ton i want to write about but im too sleepy to write about any of it, and i have to wake up in three...
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sickgirl22:
funny...you were getting home from Philosophy and i'm up at fuckin' 2 or whatever time it is writing a paper for stupid Philosophy...my eyes are burning and my brain is smoking puke ....... you're gonna potty in your pants when you see those paintings up close .... i'd love to be your little company on Sunday but i have to stupid work whatever .... i'm pretty sure they're open...anyways....just needed a break from this paper and where else to go other than SG biggrin talk to you soon ..... ooo aaa
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I've been thinking, I really should take a picture to put up here, maybe not tonite though. I'm pretty bored and I've been watching Eternal Sunshine and pulling my hair so it looks like I've been electrocuted now.

I started doodling today, just some character sketches for the comic im trying to finish by the time... **COUGH-anime-expoCOUGH** comes around, I'll have a table in the...
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Hunter S Thompson commited suicide today.
for three months after I read it I carried around a copy of The Rum Diaries with me. after i turned 21 it wasw a book that made sense, mostly because alcohol did, ive lost the taste for it now, aside from wine on occasion at a fancy pance resturaunt...i like ignoring the snootyness of it and ordering on...
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sickgirl22:
it's fun when nobody knows you huh wink
i NEVER get to be mystery girl either ... usually my only "secret expression" is through painting ... hope today's a better day for you! smile