rockadiva

I used to pride myself on the fact that I never made the same mistake twice. That was when I was 7. Now I'm 26, and not only am I making the same mistakes...but I'm diving in head first, knowing quite well what the fucking end result is gonna be... I think it was in NA, they said that the definition of insanity is doing the same thing over and over again, expecting different results....by this definition, I am a total fucking nut bag...Seriously, I don't know what the hell I'm thinking...I can give all my friends who are in "similar" situations great advice, the perfect advice, but I cannot take it for myself...I feel like I'm 14 again...well gotta go, cause he's knocking on my door, and I gotta dive right in...