Life right now really sucks
I have had the worse week of my life this week it seems like. Seans mom came home from the hospital(she has a mental illness) and I have been busy all week helping her trying to get her medicines and taking her to doctor visits we went to 3 just yesterday well the last one the doctor says he doesnt think she is stable and he thinks it is the best idea to send her back to the hospital she was home for all of 2 days and barely got to see her kids. even though Sean has guardianship of them she still sees them. I feel like I put in work and tried so hard and it was all for nothing and I dont feel appreiciated. I didnt stop all day yesterday I was on the go or cleaning the house or catering to everyone else but myself. I am tired,stressed out, and just depressed at this point. I dont know why life cant be easier.
Me and Sean had a talk last night about the relationship too and we are just in a bad place right now and I just want it to be better and I dont know what to do anymore I feel totally lost right now with everything. I cried last night forever. And yesterday too. It is cause stress and depression. I feel like giving up sometimes. Sorry I am being so depressing I just feel like I can let things out here and my good friends on here will make me feel better I could use some friends right now. And some nice comments
well on to better things
I have decided to look into going to therapy. Just to deal with my issues I have about myself I think they will help me and seans relationship I am so insecure it isnt funny
the other day Sean bought me 2 bras and 2 pair of panties they match. And took me out to eat. This was the day before the big talk. But things are going to change and become better between us it has to I love Sean so much I cant even express how much sometimes. He is the best boyfriend I have had and is there for me,spoils me,loves me unconditionally, and we have been through so much shit and he has stuck by me cause he loves me too.
this is one of the bras
and this is the other
And I got cute panties to match but they arent one the site. So I cant show you those.
Well I am off to update myspace
question or demand of the day
leave me a nice comment or goofy pic or just something to make me smile
I have had the worse week of my life this week it seems like. Seans mom came home from the hospital(she has a mental illness) and I have been busy all week helping her trying to get her medicines and taking her to doctor visits we went to 3 just yesterday well the last one the doctor says he doesnt think she is stable and he thinks it is the best idea to send her back to the hospital she was home for all of 2 days and barely got to see her kids. even though Sean has guardianship of them she still sees them. I feel like I put in work and tried so hard and it was all for nothing and I dont feel appreiciated. I didnt stop all day yesterday I was on the go or cleaning the house or catering to everyone else but myself. I am tired,stressed out, and just depressed at this point. I dont know why life cant be easier.
Me and Sean had a talk last night about the relationship too and we are just in a bad place right now and I just want it to be better and I dont know what to do anymore I feel totally lost right now with everything. I cried last night forever. And yesterday too. It is cause stress and depression. I feel like giving up sometimes. Sorry I am being so depressing I just feel like I can let things out here and my good friends on here will make me feel better I could use some friends right now. And some nice comments
well on to better things
I have decided to look into going to therapy. Just to deal with my issues I have about myself I think they will help me and seans relationship I am so insecure it isnt funny
the other day Sean bought me 2 bras and 2 pair of panties they match. And took me out to eat. This was the day before the big talk. But things are going to change and become better between us it has to I love Sean so much I cant even express how much sometimes. He is the best boyfriend I have had and is there for me,spoils me,loves me unconditionally, and we have been through so much shit and he has stuck by me cause he loves me too.
this is one of the bras
and this is the other
And I got cute panties to match but they arent one the site. So I cant show you those.
Well I am off to update myspace
question or demand of the day
leave me a nice comment or goofy pic or just something to make me smile
All relationships go through ups & downs, it's a part of life. Unfortunately we can't be in the "honeymoon" phase forever. We really do have to work at it if we want it to be good & solid. Therapy isn't such a bad idea. I've been in therapy for 2yrs. It really hasn't "helped" with my issues, but it's nice to have someone to talk to that has a fresh perspective. Just think of it this way, if this was the worst week of your life, then next week has got to be better