What up!
Rumor has it that snow is a'comin tomorrow morning around 6 am. I hate the snow. It really isn't as nice to me now that I do not go to grade school. Community college never closes.
Today was really fuckin busy for me, and I should be tired but all I am is hyper hyper hyper. Maybe it is all the coffe I drank. I don't know. The Lost boy is here, so I am pretty excited about that, but I am trying to contain myself.
I don't want to go to work tomorrow, but I need the money. I need to head down to the stupid school too.
I have to share a disgustin piece of information, well, just because I don'r know what else to do. I think I must be going through hormonal changes because I swear, I am like horney all the time these days. I don't know whats worng with me and my sex drive. I mean should I be concerned. I think about sex all the time. When I was in the other town that I was living in last year, I was so "pure" of mind, but now that I am back at home I have serious sex on the brain. It definetly helped that all the guys and most of the girls in the twon I use to live in were super super ugly, but I think I had a lot more leisure time to sit and contemplate. Now Ii am always rushin here and there, so perhaps this incessent jerking off is my way of relieving stress. Oh well.
I want to smoke a blunt, but I need to conserve pot till I call one of my "smoking buddies". Maybe tomorrow.
Peace
Rumor has it that snow is a'comin tomorrow morning around 6 am. I hate the snow. It really isn't as nice to me now that I do not go to grade school. Community college never closes.
Today was really fuckin busy for me, and I should be tired but all I am is hyper hyper hyper. Maybe it is all the coffe I drank. I don't know. The Lost boy is here, so I am pretty excited about that, but I am trying to contain myself.
I don't want to go to work tomorrow, but I need the money. I need to head down to the stupid school too.
I have to share a disgustin piece of information, well, just because I don'r know what else to do. I think I must be going through hormonal changes because I swear, I am like horney all the time these days. I don't know whats worng with me and my sex drive. I mean should I be concerned. I think about sex all the time. When I was in the other town that I was living in last year, I was so "pure" of mind, but now that I am back at home I have serious sex on the brain. It definetly helped that all the guys and most of the girls in the twon I use to live in were super super ugly, but I think I had a lot more leisure time to sit and contemplate. Now Ii am always rushin here and there, so perhaps this incessent jerking off is my way of relieving stress. Oh well.
I want to smoke a blunt, but I need to conserve pot till I call one of my "smoking buddies". Maybe tomorrow.
Peace
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There's nothing wrong with being a sex addict.... Oh, and smoke some green for me too!
I have spent three glorious days being a kid, and not doing one adult thing.
Tuesday the Lost boy came over a bit after 10 pm, and we spent the night watching movies, and being retarded. Wednesday we attempted to make breakfast (side by side) I add, Bacon and eggs-how atkins. Then later when my sweetheart had to go to what Ii refer to the nastiest strip club in the world aka his job, I picked up my sister who needed some advice and a listening ear on her relationship with her man of 8 years, which is not going well at all. There was a snow storm that night, so ofcourse my car was stuck three times in mounds of fucking snow yesterday. I did not get to wrok out which really sucked because that was day two without hitting the treadmill and eating corn chips with abandon.. Oh well Now its friday, and I have to try to get this whole school thing in motion, plus put in a lot of hours for work, so I can make a 40 hour pay period and work out, and wrapped my girls x-mas present.
I am obsessed with the new J.Lo video-DON'T LAUGH!! J.Lo is one of my guilty pleasures. Ooh Ii have a idea. Everyone, list your top ten guilty pleasures-do it now!!! Remember, sharing is caring!
1.VH1 Specials on celebs shopping sprees,diet secrets,and living habits-it's like watching animal planet to me.
2. Xtina, after she became Dirty!!!!ooh yeah! and ofcourse J.Lo, not the actress but the video ho turned Diva.
3.Top Model reruns
4.Anything smothered in mayo or ranch dressing or both!!!Mmm yummy!!
5.Downloading electronic techno dance music
6.Learning the newest dances via BET AND MTV, and forcing Pandora (my cat) to watch.
7.Showing up late to appointments because I just had to spend an hour "relating"to myself.
8.Watching wedding shows such as "Bridezillas"
9.Shopping for houses all around the world as if I am ever going to own a villa in Brazil.
10.Concocting elaborate fantasies of World domination where me and my closest friends run everything-BLUNTS for all mankind!!
[Edited on Jan 07, 2005 6:18AM]