rochelle

HAPPY NEW YEARS DAY!

I did not go to bed till a little after 5 am. The kicker is I was all by myself just watching t.v., surfin the net, and writing. Ii was actually writing a short story when the ball dropped. I spent my new years eve justas I wanted to. Alone, in my house doing what I love. I couldn't have had it better! Earlier that evening The lost boy and I hit up this tres chic/trendy hot spot restauant across the river in the other county. He wore a suit-he looked so wallstreet, which totally turned me on. I love a man in a suit!!!!
I wore this really hot mini black dress that was sorta in a 20's style cut. He really liked it, which was my whole objective of buying the number, but I really dug it to, so much that I actually intend to wear it again-something I never do with my dresses. Ii am one fo those irrating people who will not wear the same dress more then once. Fortunetly, I do not go out enough to these fancy smansy events, so I do not damage my wallet too often.
Dinner was fab. Keith did a lot of the talking, which I loved because he generally is so quiet. He told me about his life/family, a topoic I have always been extremly curious about. While we were at dinner, this womens water broke, so I suspect by now there is a new little life somewhere. I had a really wonderful evening, and I forgot how much I like to go out, and be classy, and be all "adult". It made me want to be a lawyer, and live in one of those gigantic brick apartmens in the city with high ceilings. It made me want me and Keith to go corporate america(if only for a moment) and be all "we control everything!!!hahah-evil laugh. Thank god that desire passed. I do not believe in making money or the suit your god.

Anyway, now I am planning for my birthday. I will be 22 on Feb 4rth!! So far my agenda is the following: Seridipity for frozen hot chocolate, the planetarium, and maybe fao shrwatz. Either that or I want to head my ass to the village and check out some kinky sex shops and buy myself a vibrator. Honestly, I think those things are addictive, and I prefer to go manual, but I sorta want a sex draw. I never really had one, and I feel me and the Lost boy are at a point where I know he cares about me, and we can explore some kinker stuff. We are sexual twins so we totally mesh wonderful in the bedroom. For the past several months sex for me with him has been a total emotional thing. Don't misundersatnd me, I am totally attracted to him-hardcore, but getting off was never my primary focus, oh believe me, I got mine, but I was also always fucking him as if it may be the last time I'd have him in my arms, or as if I could tell him how I felt about him through my body. Now I feel secure enough that he is a perminent fixture, and we can be really silly, and just sex for the sake of sexin. We were watching real sex on t.v. the other night together and there was this whole thing on the s.g. girls, which was totally great, cuz I have never seen it before. Also, there was this thing on anal sex. Yes, I admit it, I have definetly tried my hand of backdoor pleasure, but while I can handle a finger or even two, I can't handle the full monty. I don't what fasination I have with it, but I consider myself a trysexual-I will try anything at least once, with the exception of those nasty leather mask, because that is just completly sick-from my point of view.

Peace!