AND THIS IS WHAT THE WORLD LOOKS LIKE SOBER
I have spent most of today and yesterday sleeping. I was completly wired on Friday, and woke up around 8 am. I baught this really phat white sweater and funky earrings, and was all about make-up experimentation and just in a very girly girly mood. The lost boy was scheduled for a sleepover-YAH!-where we planned to watch the film 7, which we both love, and to just totally kick it up a notch with vodka and our child like energy. I tried to take a nap before he came over because he doesn't get off work till 5 am, but I totallly couldn't sleep, so Ii just got stoned after 2 am, and cleaned my house, and danced around to music, then got ready to bounce. I picked up dinner for us at one of the local crappy ass diners and then I texted him to see if it was safe for me to cruise to his work. I use to work there too, but since I left under less the stellar circumstances I don't visit there unless all the evil strippers arn't there, and the even more evil owner. The owner was there, but I wasn't afraid. The Lost boy emerged, grinning and gorgeous as always. He had my armani skull cap on that I gave to him, and his timbs that I love so much. He was so cute! He grabbed his bag pack from his car, and we were out like two thieves in the night-definetly Bonnie and Clyde status! We blared music, and totally rocked it. He was on Vodka and I was on Hydro.
We had lots of fun, didn't really get too shit faced. I miss him. He let me wear his t-shirt and I have not taken it off since I put it on when we went to bed mid Saturday morning. It smells like him and me combined. I wish he was here, except the fact I look totally like crap.
I watched mad films, or attempted too yesterday and today. I kept going in and out of sleep. The lost boy totally slept like a little puppy dog once we actaully went to bed (to sleep that is), but I sleep in shifts. I slept for about two hours, then woke up and moved around, wrote, ate a cookie. The I slept some more, then I woke, drank some diet soda and watched some scenes from seven, then I wrote, and went back to sleep. I thought I would defiently pass out later that night, after Lost boy had gone to work and I was alone, but while I was tired, I could not sleep. Finally a bit after 1 am Sunday, I put on a track of Korn from the Untouchables album. I slept till 8 or so this morning, but I fell back asleep, then I became totally engaged in the sci-fi channel and the steven king marathon. Note to the world, I watched Pet cemetary on Friday when I just smoked up, and it totally is not a good idea. The pot only made me more jumpy and I was totally wigged out.
I started to write a short story today, and am hoping to have it done by the end of the week. I want to enroll for at least two classes for next semester, but I have to say Ii am a but scared. I hate school, but I love to learn, and I really need some guidence regarding the buissness world. Also, I would like share my writing portfolio and recieve helpful suggestions ect about it, how I can approave my art.
Anyway, I will drop more lines later.
PEACE
I have spent most of today and yesterday sleeping. I was completly wired on Friday, and woke up around 8 am. I baught this really phat white sweater and funky earrings, and was all about make-up experimentation and just in a very girly girly mood. The lost boy was scheduled for a sleepover-YAH!-where we planned to watch the film 7, which we both love, and to just totally kick it up a notch with vodka and our child like energy. I tried to take a nap before he came over because he doesn't get off work till 5 am, but I totallly couldn't sleep, so Ii just got stoned after 2 am, and cleaned my house, and danced around to music, then got ready to bounce. I picked up dinner for us at one of the local crappy ass diners and then I texted him to see if it was safe for me to cruise to his work. I use to work there too, but since I left under less the stellar circumstances I don't visit there unless all the evil strippers arn't there, and the even more evil owner. The owner was there, but I wasn't afraid. The Lost boy emerged, grinning and gorgeous as always. He had my armani skull cap on that I gave to him, and his timbs that I love so much. He was so cute! He grabbed his bag pack from his car, and we were out like two thieves in the night-definetly Bonnie and Clyde status! We blared music, and totally rocked it. He was on Vodka and I was on Hydro.
We had lots of fun, didn't really get too shit faced. I miss him. He let me wear his t-shirt and I have not taken it off since I put it on when we went to bed mid Saturday morning. It smells like him and me combined. I wish he was here, except the fact I look totally like crap.
I watched mad films, or attempted too yesterday and today. I kept going in and out of sleep. The lost boy totally slept like a little puppy dog once we actaully went to bed (to sleep that is), but I sleep in shifts. I slept for about two hours, then woke up and moved around, wrote, ate a cookie. The I slept some more, then I woke, drank some diet soda and watched some scenes from seven, then I wrote, and went back to sleep. I thought I would defiently pass out later that night, after Lost boy had gone to work and I was alone, but while I was tired, I could not sleep. Finally a bit after 1 am Sunday, I put on a track of Korn from the Untouchables album. I slept till 8 or so this morning, but I fell back asleep, then I became totally engaged in the sci-fi channel and the steven king marathon. Note to the world, I watched Pet cemetary on Friday when I just smoked up, and it totally is not a good idea. The pot only made me more jumpy and I was totally wigged out.
I started to write a short story today, and am hoping to have it done by the end of the week. I want to enroll for at least two classes for next semester, but I have to say Ii am a but scared. I hate school, but I love to learn, and I really need some guidence regarding the buissness world. Also, I would like share my writing portfolio and recieve helpful suggestions ect about it, how I can approave my art.
Anyway, I will drop more lines later.
PEACE