I made a list.
The things I 'look for' in a woman.
I realized I stuck a little too strictly to that list. I also realized that I should never expect someone will meet that criteria 100%.
So, in essence, I can narrow down the list to one thing: "What I look for in a woman, is someone who will love me unconditionally." Because, in essence, nothing else really matters.
On that note, I've stopped looking for anyone. I'll just focus on the things that make me happy. Photography (improving my photos one day at a time), Sewing (Taking on more challenging projects and try to improve my results), Painting/Drawing (This is an area I have let stagnate for quite some time. I miss it.)
I may also get back into the healthy eating/healthy living vibe again. I've lost 37 pounds so far to this day, which is amazing, but there's just a short road ahead to get to my goal.
Plus, quitting smoking, going for more walks/runs/bike rides will improve my heart function, which will mean maybe no heart pills in my future.
I've been desperately trying to NOT spend money. I'd love to find some Vancouver based friends to hang out with on the cheap. That may be asking too much as well. I'd even settle for one good friend. Alas...
<3 all.
The things I 'look for' in a woman.
I realized I stuck a little too strictly to that list. I also realized that I should never expect someone will meet that criteria 100%.
So, in essence, I can narrow down the list to one thing: "What I look for in a woman, is someone who will love me unconditionally." Because, in essence, nothing else really matters.
On that note, I've stopped looking for anyone. I'll just focus on the things that make me happy. Photography (improving my photos one day at a time), Sewing (Taking on more challenging projects and try to improve my results), Painting/Drawing (This is an area I have let stagnate for quite some time. I miss it.)
I may also get back into the healthy eating/healthy living vibe again. I've lost 37 pounds so far to this day, which is amazing, but there's just a short road ahead to get to my goal.
Plus, quitting smoking, going for more walks/runs/bike rides will improve my heart function, which will mean maybe no heart pills in my future.
I've been desperately trying to NOT spend money. I'd love to find some Vancouver based friends to hang out with on the cheap. That may be asking too much as well. I'd even settle for one good friend. Alas...
<3 all.
I find it really weird that AI was on TV. Hahah I didnt even know - I just had a weird craving to watch it. And I was glad I did.
People always say the whole "its their loss" thing... but if theyre happy and I am sad, its clearly the other way around, no? OH WELL. Im tougher than I sound when I whine. Haha
Thank you for being so good to me, though.