and with my personal curiousity of myself outside (or inside) of the obviously defined holding cell i went seeking some kind of professional diagnosis. and so it seems that i am a
chronically depressed
optimist
happy as a pig
chronically depressed
optimist
![oink](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/pig.341d66fde6b7.gif)
happy as a pig