my ability to maintain human relationships is at an all time low. i really don't want to think it's my fault, but i'm the common denominator in all these failed interactions, so i have to be realistic. i'm pretty overwhelmed by how much in my life is broken. it's getting to the point where i call it a good day when something doesn't completely collapse or explode. this isn't just about my romantic relationship. even my ties with my friends are disintegrating. i have to figure out how to change whatever's wrong with me before i become completely untethered from everyone.
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Tuesday Jan 26, 2010
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Thursday Jan 21, 2010
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Thursday Jan 14, 2010
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Tuesday Jan 12, 2010
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Monday Jan 11, 2010
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Tuesday Jan 05, 2010
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Monday Jan 04, 2010
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Friday Jan 01, 2010
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Thursday Dec 24, 2009
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Wednesday Dec 23, 2009
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