Monday Mar 15, 2010

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I talked to her for twenty minutes.

And somehow, even though she was rebreaking my heart, i still enjoy talking to her so much.

I forgot how much i loved her voice.

I miss her so much. This is absolutely agony. I wish i could just fold up and disappear.

I hope she changes her mind.

Poem written as i tried to sleep:

SPOILERS! (Click to view)

There must be somewhere on this earth
Some secret hidden place
Where memories won't find me
Some hole that i can curl up in
A dream of something else
A refuge where you voice and eyes and hair and skin and beauty will not haunt me

But everything i touch
Everything i see
Everything i smell and hear and think and hope
Drags me back to you

How can i escape this?
How can i escape?


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