robotfuckface

i've decided i need to be on medication again.

for a long time i've told myself that i'm ok and that i can out-think my sickness. i am finally ready to accept that that simply isn't true. it's permeated and tainted every aspect of my life, worst of all being my new relationship. last night was horrible and sorry isn't good enough anymore. so i called my doctor and asked my old script for antidepressants be refilled. i just hope it's not to late to fix things with the girl i love so very much.

i really want to get better, baby. i really want to make this work.