so yeah. sorry about my attitude lately. i think i'm on the verge of some dark landscape and it's been really affecting me. i know i've been rather lame.
chat has been kind of getting to me lately. it seems like all of the sudden a lot of the people i was close to have begun to pull away. people signing on less, people directing their attention elsewhere, people pulling away on purpose. someone smart in chat said, "it's not love. it's just e-love. it doesn't matter." i gotta remember this shit isn't real, and all those hurt feelings i'm obsessing about are just illusions. (as you read the word illusions, sorta go ooooooooh! and wave your hands. good. thanks.)
so yeah. here comes the part where i announce my break from chat. historically, this means i will be gone one day. junkie junkie junkie. fuck. i might even sign on later.
chat has been kind of getting to me lately. it seems like all of the sudden a lot of the people i was close to have begun to pull away. people signing on less, people directing their attention elsewhere, people pulling away on purpose. someone smart in chat said, "it's not love. it's just e-love. it doesn't matter." i gotta remember this shit isn't real, and all those hurt feelings i'm obsessing about are just illusions. (as you read the word illusions, sorta go ooooooooh! and wave your hands. good. thanks.)
so yeah. here comes the part where i announce my break from chat. historically, this means i will be gone one day. junkie junkie junkie. fuck. i might even sign on later.
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tez:
I'm here bitch.
rexall:
majestic, i will miss you. and randall. i miss you. grad school is the bane of my existence.