i'm coming to realize how little people at work actually care about me.
i have been talking about my martial arts test for EVER. people have seen me practicing for it. now that it's over, people have witnessed me limping around (goddamn test fucking hobbled me for some reason. probably all the running.) but not a single person has asked me how it went. the few people III mentioned it to were disinterested and didn't ask any sort of questions about how well it went. no one even cares that i'm quite obviously limping.
i hate when i let my feelings get hurt by people who's opinions i don't care about. but their lack of interest in something so important to me, coupled with the overwhelmingly negative response to my new mohawk is making me really question how little these people have invested in me.
my family did the same thing on saturday, and i was coming FROM the test to see them. they asked how it went and then moved on. maybe i'm asking for too much, but this shit is incredibly important to me. if someone had an audition or a job interview or something important, i would have the courtesy to inquire in depth, you know? maybe i'm being oversensitive, but i feel like i invest a lot in people and it isn't always reciprocated.
bleh.
i have been talking about my martial arts test for EVER. people have seen me practicing for it. now that it's over, people have witnessed me limping around (goddamn test fucking hobbled me for some reason. probably all the running.) but not a single person has asked me how it went. the few people III mentioned it to were disinterested and didn't ask any sort of questions about how well it went. no one even cares that i'm quite obviously limping.
i hate when i let my feelings get hurt by people who's opinions i don't care about. but their lack of interest in something so important to me, coupled with the overwhelmingly negative response to my new mohawk is making me really question how little these people have invested in me.
my family did the same thing on saturday, and i was coming FROM the test to see them. they asked how it went and then moved on. maybe i'm asking for too much, but this shit is incredibly important to me. if someone had an audition or a job interview or something important, i would have the courtesy to inquire in depth, you know? maybe i'm being oversensitive, but i feel like i invest a lot in people and it isn't always reciprocated.
bleh.
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