I just worked the most shitty day at my job ever... this has made me start to realize some things... this may take some time.
what am I doing at this job?? I mean, barbacking.. woooo... I am the piece of shit at a bar. sure, I have an in into bartending. But is it really what I want to do??
Last year I made 45k + doing computer work... sitting on my ass, barely doing lifting a finger. Now, Im down to smelling like ass when I get home in a mix of beer, cigs and sweat. Is this what I want??
Who knows, maybe its the people I work with. I dislike most of the people there... the restaurant/bar industry really has some fuckups. That includes the bosses. These cheap fucks complain if you drop a beer that costs them less then 2 DOLLARS, but yet make more than a quater million off of that bar alone a year. They own 4. I think Im also the only one without an addiction to some sort of drug and I also havent had sex with everyone there.
I dont think this is what my life is supposed to be... hell maybe I will be a bartender, but not at that shit hole. Most likely I will go back into computers... and I thought I hated corporate jobs
what am I doing at this job?? I mean, barbacking.. woooo... I am the piece of shit at a bar. sure, I have an in into bartending. But is it really what I want to do??
Last year I made 45k + doing computer work... sitting on my ass, barely doing lifting a finger. Now, Im down to smelling like ass when I get home in a mix of beer, cigs and sweat. Is this what I want??
Who knows, maybe its the people I work with. I dislike most of the people there... the restaurant/bar industry really has some fuckups. That includes the bosses. These cheap fucks complain if you drop a beer that costs them less then 2 DOLLARS, but yet make more than a quater million off of that bar alone a year. They own 4. I think Im also the only one without an addiction to some sort of drug and I also havent had sex with everyone there.
I dont think this is what my life is supposed to be... hell maybe I will be a bartender, but not at that shit hole. Most likely I will go back into computers... and I thought I hated corporate jobs
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Ask yourself: would you work on computers if you were in a smaller company, with less pay but a less impersonal atmosphere?
Would you enjoy backing bar in a place with better co-workers and maybe better regulars?
Are you just tolerating your line of work? If there is an option to change without too much financial hardship, you owe it to yourself and your loved ones to try to be happy.