So I am now registered for a bunch o'classes at Penn State for the fall semester. The fact that I was able to do this strongly suggests that I have not yet been expelled, though I wouldn't say it's enough to make me rest easy quite yet. Also, I tried to get a housing contract but was unable to. That's probably bcause I missed the deadline, though.
Anyway, what this all means is that I've decided to probably go back to the scene of some of the most miserable times of my life. Why?
1, I'm always miserable anyway and don't have anywhere else to go!
2. I haven't learned anything in several months and fear being intellectually surpassed by all but the slowest of my peers!
3. I don't want to live with my parents and they want me to go too (enough to pay for it). Oh the joys of having emotionally unreachable and unreadable but nonetheless financially supportive parents!
Anyway, there's the problem of having nowhere to live and also the possibility that being able to sign up for classes was just a fluke. I e-mailed my old school therapist about things in the hopes of getting some help with clearing up those two matters and maybe getting support for/talked out of my recent decision. She's probably sick of me altogether, but dealing with crazy people who won't leave you alone was probably in her job description so tough cookies.
Also, I leave for Seattle tomorrow morning. I was hoping I could go with the confidence that comes with looking one's best, but alas I'd say I look pretty bad right now. Flying from one end of the country to the other just to meet some lady from the internet probably seems weird and a little creepy, but it's free for me to do and it's not like I have anything better to do with my time. Please! Don't judge me! My only worry (as I've stated before), is that we won't hit it off. I guess I could go onto SG and find someone who'll let me pay for dinner in exchange for their company though, if that should happen.
So anyway, that's me for now. PLEASE LEAVE COMMENTS BECAUSE I'M SO LONELY.
3:12 am: Well, I'm off. When I come back, the question of whether my life is destined to soar to new heights or plummet into an uninterminable darkness will have been answered, perhaps? Probably not! I will, however, maybe be happier or sadder.
Anyway, what this all means is that I've decided to probably go back to the scene of some of the most miserable times of my life. Why?
1, I'm always miserable anyway and don't have anywhere else to go!
2. I haven't learned anything in several months and fear being intellectually surpassed by all but the slowest of my peers!
3. I don't want to live with my parents and they want me to go too (enough to pay for it). Oh the joys of having emotionally unreachable and unreadable but nonetheless financially supportive parents!
Anyway, there's the problem of having nowhere to live and also the possibility that being able to sign up for classes was just a fluke. I e-mailed my old school therapist about things in the hopes of getting some help with clearing up those two matters and maybe getting support for/talked out of my recent decision. She's probably sick of me altogether, but dealing with crazy people who won't leave you alone was probably in her job description so tough cookies.
Also, I leave for Seattle tomorrow morning. I was hoping I could go with the confidence that comes with looking one's best, but alas I'd say I look pretty bad right now. Flying from one end of the country to the other just to meet some lady from the internet probably seems weird and a little creepy, but it's free for me to do and it's not like I have anything better to do with my time. Please! Don't judge me! My only worry (as I've stated before), is that we won't hit it off. I guess I could go onto SG and find someone who'll let me pay for dinner in exchange for their company though, if that should happen.
So anyway, that's me for now. PLEASE LEAVE COMMENTS BECAUSE I'M SO LONELY.
3:12 am: Well, I'm off. When I come back, the question of whether my life is destined to soar to new heights or plummet into an uninterminable darkness will have been answered, perhaps? Probably not! I will, however, maybe be happier or sadder.
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We ended up living together for convenience, but god, was he dangerous and creepy. Some people should not know martial arts.
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