Wednesday Apr 30, 2003

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I hope people think I look cute in my new profile pic. Not much else going on. Everyone at work is trying to get me to go out with this girl I'm not interested in dating. Ugh.
I'm going to see Jack Johnson twice this summer. I'm excited about that.









robot skull miao!!
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emaline:
oh!
i really like the picture smile
very handsome...
hehe
::giggles::
scattershot:
yesh I am a fan of the movie life, seen em a number of times live. thanks for reminding me about their new cd

Sunday Apr 27, 2003

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Now all my friends are in relationships again. It makes me feel left out. And just because my arms ache for someone to hold, I know not just anyone will do frown That just makes it that much more difficult.
There has to be someone out there for me, doesn't there?

robot skull miao!!
scattershot:
hmmm Im in the exact same situation... strange.. by the way thats a cool little whatever that is holding the axe on your arm.

Thursday Apr 24, 2003

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Today, out of nowhere, I got some Offspring lyrics caught in my head:

Smash is the way you feel all alone
like an outcastyou're out on your own


I don't how I feel about the Offspring now, but holy shit Smash was a good CD.
The title track definitely goes on the soundtrack of my life.


robot skull miao!!
emaline:
i never got into the offspring... they seemed very angry and dirty... eh.
they seem to be the predescesors to the crap rock genre in my mind at least..


bleep.

Monday Apr 21, 2003

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Fuck. I need a massage. blackeyed







robot skull miao!!
oso:
well, i would have, but since you refuse to cuddle.....tongue

Monday Apr 14, 2003

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Ok, so today I'm feeling better. How could I not with it being such a fucking gorgeous day? Went to a mixer this afternoon for artists across disciplines to get together and work on projects for the arts festival this fall. Looks like I may be working on a performance piece using my video, my friend's music and some girls from the school of dance....
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winter_____:
I'm glad you're feeling better. smile
elisabeth:
So great to see you before I left, but I'll be back for a visit soon biggrin

Be well.

Sunday Apr 13, 2003

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Tonight i just hurt frown

"Maybe I should hate you for this ... I never really did ever quite get that far..." - Taking Back Sunday





robot skull miao!!
winter_____:
I'm sorry. I hope things get better for you soon. frown
winter_____:
OMG, for real?! That would be so awesome.

Friday Apr 11, 2003

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Tonight I went to a mixer co-sponsored by the music club and the sexual health and disease education organization. I got a lot of condoms and lube and a dental dam, but I didn't get anyone to use any of it with. it was kind of fun though.

robot skull miao!!

Tuesday Apr 08, 2003

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the thing about things falling apart is you get to look at the pieces that are left behind and see what you want to keep and how you want to put it back together

maybe it will never be the same as it was, but realize it doesn't have to be. things are constantly changing. its really quite selfish and silly to resist something so...
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elisabeth:
This is so true. Let's hang somehow and someway before I leave in a few days. You have the digits, hope that you're doing well biggrin
oso:
well i haven't heard from Chang's since i got messy drunk in there Monday night, so i may be okay. i work tonight and they haven't told me NOT to come in.....

i start scheduling for the summer next month. i have 4 guys and a backup right now, but i think 2 of them maybe gone quite a bit, so if you're willing, i may be able to use you. dunno how many days though, we only do the door thing on the weekends. i will get in touch though.

take care my man!!

Friday Apr 04, 2003

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Some things could really be happening for me. I don't want to jinx any of it or put too much stock in it, but I'm feeling pretty good.

robot skull miao!!
elisabeth:
Excellent biggrin

Saturday Mar 29, 2003

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Some of the stuff I've seen for entertainment recently, the movies One Hour Photo and Willard and the play Machinal, kind of have me worried about a lot of things, or at least thinking. None of these works have happy endings thus pulling fantasy closer to reality. They are about outcasts, the ones who never fit in. You watch as their lives spiral out if...
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hazardstar2:
...i can't wait to get the hell out of this state...i might go to grad school, but if i do it won't be for another year or so after i graduate, since i'm graduating in december...i can't wait to just move around, live in new places all the time, meet people, learn things...not be tied down. yes. hmmm have a good night! smile
elisabeth:
You know what? The only judgment you have to worry about is your OWN. Fuck everyone else. It's all about realizing who you are and what you're capable of. This journal resonates so closely with what I've been feeling lately, esp. about the leaving bit and feeling weird at the same time. We are all transforming, esp. when we're not really ready for it, but if NOT now, then when, I wonder?
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