I wonder if it is possible to love someone so much that you will never really stop to love this person. I was totally in love with this girl once. For years I wished and prayed for her to love me too, but it did never happen.
Anyway, over the past few months I seemed to get over it at last. But today I saw her again after quite some time. She talked to me and it felt like someone stabbed my heart. I could hardly talk to her. Instantly all my feelings for her came back. I couln't believe the effect she still has on me. I guess some part of me will always love her...
Too bad that love so seldom is returned.
Okay, I better stop whining.
Take care.
Anyway, over the past few months I seemed to get over it at last. But today I saw her again after quite some time. She talked to me and it felt like someone stabbed my heart. I could hardly talk to her. Instantly all my feelings for her came back. I couln't believe the effect she still has on me. I guess some part of me will always love her...
Too bad that love so seldom is returned.

Okay, I better stop whining.

Take care.
oh well, life goes on. i way have even learned that it's better to get to know the girl BEFORE i fall in love with her.
working has helped too (but it's not aa real job).