I have no idea how to feel about today, it's been such a mix of up and down. To start with, I got almost no sleep (somewhere around 2 hours maybe) and reaaaaally felt the exhaustion this morning, which I'm not really use to. Woke up late, too, so I rushed out the door across town to do errands on an empty tank and stomach (cause I'm broke right now :p).
After that I went to meet with my ex, since we apparently "had things to talk about" and more items to exchange. It was.. yeah, and ended in a fight we couldn't even finish because I had to run off to my EMT class. So basically I left feeling like I was the biggest dick in the world and she left bawling. Fun, right? Fuck shit.
Then I got to go sit through 4 hours of class. Starving. Stressed. Tired. No wonder I could barely pay attention. I dipped off for a second to look in the mirror in the middle of class because I felt like I was going to pass out. I looked like a ghost, was shaky, clammy, hot and cold. Then I realize I hadn't eaten since mid-day yesterday, and having stayed up almost all night I had no energy.
UGH.
Anyways that's the bad. The good is really good, actually. I got a 96% on my last test, so that's a relief. My dad is coming into town tonight, too, which I'm really excited about.
MOST IMPORTANTLY THOUGH!!!!! My best friend, who I love more than anyone in life, might move in with me (right now were a few states away)!!!!! We've lived together before, so not worried about not being compatible room mates. The things surrounding the (maybe) move kind of suck, but it's not my place to talk about. I'm just excited she might be here soon.
Alright, well I'm off to the airport.
Goodnight SG land (if I'm not on again tonight... lol)
After that I went to meet with my ex, since we apparently "had things to talk about" and more items to exchange. It was.. yeah, and ended in a fight we couldn't even finish because I had to run off to my EMT class. So basically I left feeling like I was the biggest dick in the world and she left bawling. Fun, right? Fuck shit.
Then I got to go sit through 4 hours of class. Starving. Stressed. Tired. No wonder I could barely pay attention. I dipped off for a second to look in the mirror in the middle of class because I felt like I was going to pass out. I looked like a ghost, was shaky, clammy, hot and cold. Then I realize I hadn't eaten since mid-day yesterday, and having stayed up almost all night I had no energy.
UGH.
Anyways that's the bad. The good is really good, actually. I got a 96% on my last test, so that's a relief. My dad is coming into town tonight, too, which I'm really excited about.
MOST IMPORTANTLY THOUGH!!!!! My best friend, who I love more than anyone in life, might move in with me (right now were a few states away)!!!!! We've lived together before, so not worried about not being compatible room mates. The things surrounding the (maybe) move kind of suck, but it's not my place to talk about. I'm just excited she might be here soon.
Alright, well I'm off to the airport.
Goodnight SG land (if I'm not on again tonight... lol)