Hope you all enjoyed Caffeine Fixation going FP as much as i did. Hoping to do another set soon. But my choices of photographers are few, and far away. Which costs $$. Which i dont have. Oh well, life moves on.
Life moves on. What an appropriate motto. If there is anything i learned this past year, its exactly that. If you would have said id be here, at the beginning of this year, id have laughed my ass off. People underestimate how cruel the flow of the universe can be. Im guilty of such. My advice to those that will take it: no matter where life will take you, it will always drag you through hell. Some longer than others, but it will none the less. Please enjoy your loved ones, and be yourself. If you live your life how you want, you will never have any regrets. Because th. Universe wont care either way. Life goes on if you're ready or not.
I keep busy. Not by choice, i just somehow have a busy life. Ive been told that its good to keep busy, because it occupies my mind. But ive also been told that keeping busy will keep me from grieving. I like to think ive found a healthy middle ground. Im learning from this, and other experiences in my life. I feel stronger somehow. But i feel guilty for being stronger. How can i allow something good to come from the death of my father? It feels wrong, yet also right. The visit i had from him in my dream sparked my understanding of death. I cannot run from it, and i will not run from it. It does not mean im unafraid, im just more accepting of the fact that it will happen. Someday, unexpectedly or expected, sooner or later, convenient or inconvenient. Death will happen.
Sorry if this depresses some of you, or makes you uncomfortable. But my lesson is that youll will have to face it one day, why ignore it? People talk about it, its everywhere in the news, movies, tv shows, even kids shows. But nobody understands it. Have you never noticed its everywhere?? I never did, so i know some of you dont.
Dont Fear the Reaper.
Life moves on. What an appropriate motto. If there is anything i learned this past year, its exactly that. If you would have said id be here, at the beginning of this year, id have laughed my ass off. People underestimate how cruel the flow of the universe can be. Im guilty of such. My advice to those that will take it: no matter where life will take you, it will always drag you through hell. Some longer than others, but it will none the less. Please enjoy your loved ones, and be yourself. If you live your life how you want, you will never have any regrets. Because th. Universe wont care either way. Life goes on if you're ready or not.
I keep busy. Not by choice, i just somehow have a busy life. Ive been told that its good to keep busy, because it occupies my mind. But ive also been told that keeping busy will keep me from grieving. I like to think ive found a healthy middle ground. Im learning from this, and other experiences in my life. I feel stronger somehow. But i feel guilty for being stronger. How can i allow something good to come from the death of my father? It feels wrong, yet also right. The visit i had from him in my dream sparked my understanding of death. I cannot run from it, and i will not run from it. It does not mean im unafraid, im just more accepting of the fact that it will happen. Someday, unexpectedly or expected, sooner or later, convenient or inconvenient. Death will happen.
Sorry if this depresses some of you, or makes you uncomfortable. But my lesson is that youll will have to face it one day, why ignore it? People talk about it, its everywhere in the news, movies, tv shows, even kids shows. But nobody understands it. Have you never noticed its everywhere?? I never did, so i know some of you dont.
Dont Fear the Reaper.
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medicstudent:
Having dealt with death regularly from a young age, and then having a good run of it in the late 90's (14 deaths in 16 months) I completely understand your perspective. I don't look at death the same way anymore. I expect it and celebrate the life they lived instead. I still feel their loss but it isn't what I would call grief in the typical sense.
writeboy:
Thanks for that blog.