Ok, so I'm not great and this journal thing yet...In my personal journal, I usually write when I'm depressed, angry or sad, so my entries together look pretty dark. Let see if I can break my trend of one entry every 2 months on SG. Life is good now, I'm in a seeking mode. I'm reading a great book, The Name of the Rose, by Umberto Eco. I like the plot, but I'm really intrigued by how philosophy and religious ideology fits in with the story. I love when I find a good book, its luscious and I don't want it to end. Religion has always intrigued me, but I just can't let myself swallow random idiologies as truth, unless I sense them from my own life experience. It all feels like pretend, like I'm faking an orgasm. I think I'm better with conceptual ideas that have practical applications, as well as religion as an experience, not just faith.