rising_phoenix

my life is too chaotic right now.but for once I try to embrace it instead of battling it viciously.I´m riding out the waves and see where it takes me...

"It matters little how we die,so long as we die better men than we imagined we could be...and no worse than we feared."

still one of my alltime favorites

working on my latest recreation...all night long

I really hate these nights when I just cant deny the feeling that nothing truly makes a difference in the end.

What a wasted night.Reminds me of the time not too long ago when this has been second nature to me.staying up all night starting to feel more and more numb and frustrated.Certainly nothing I want to go back to.But every now and then I have these awful relapses for one or a couple of nights not being able to fight my vicious self destructive tendencies.But...
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the more I learn about life and existence the more I realize that we are all ruled by chaos ultimately

3 out of 4 weeks over 200km.whats next ?

consecutive weeks of hiking over 200km.not bad at all I guess

you know you are screwed once getting drunk doesnt stop your mind from racing anymore ;)