What A Long Fucking Week
I cant say ive had a good week, but it hasnt been the worst, and could be worse. Tuesday morning i ended up in the ER after a migraine decided to beat my ass.
I ended up throwing up and damn near passing out at work, they told me to go home, so i drove myself home (wasnt a good idea, but i made it) and my dad took me to the ER. Got an IV of morphine, i got a cat scan, everything came out normal, so next is a brain scan at the neurologist. I find out monday when i go. I tried going to work Tuesday night which didnt work out too well, still feeling the effects of the terriable migraine and the morpine...i got sent home. Doctor advised me not to go, but hell i need the money so i gave it a try anyways. I worked 10 hours last night and im fucking beat and im still not all with it. Does anyone else feel like shit for a couple days after a real bad migraine...or is it just me?
Im off for the next three days so im going to take it pretty easy. Short band practice and a night with the band tonight. Friday is Guys Nite Out...im excited.
Then Saturday we are hopefully finishing recording, then whatever comes along. I start school next week...cant wait! and yea..i think its time for sleep...what a depressing journal...gah..
"Everchanging"
in the face of change
is when she turned to me and said,
"i'm not sure anymore..."
and there amidst the waves
and the cloudless skies
that blanket the year before
i watch my life wash ashore
have you ever been a part of something
that you thought would never end?
and then of course it did
have you ever felt the weight inside you
pulling away inside your skin?
and then something had to give
now the lines are drawn
is this feeling gone?
the best parts of this have come and gone
and now that is all this is
with the reasons clear
we'll spend another year
without direction, full of fear
but now things will be different
there's nothing simple when it comes to you and i
always something in this everchanging life
and it probably always will
now that time is getting harder to come by
the same arguments are always on our mind
we've killed this slowly fading light
now something has kept me here too long
and you can't leave me if i'm already gone
make the same mistakes we're always hanging on
break the promises we're always leaning on
all this time spent waking up
(now i) keep this line open to get this call from you
(as you) speak the words that keep me coming back to you
now this time it's all different
now something has kept me here too long and now i'm gone...
I cant say ive had a good week, but it hasnt been the worst, and could be worse. Tuesday morning i ended up in the ER after a migraine decided to beat my ass.


Im off for the next three days so im going to take it pretty easy. Short band practice and a night with the band tonight. Friday is Guys Nite Out...im excited.


"Everchanging"
in the face of change
is when she turned to me and said,
"i'm not sure anymore..."
and there amidst the waves
and the cloudless skies
that blanket the year before
i watch my life wash ashore
have you ever been a part of something
that you thought would never end?
and then of course it did
have you ever felt the weight inside you
pulling away inside your skin?
and then something had to give
now the lines are drawn
is this feeling gone?
the best parts of this have come and gone
and now that is all this is
with the reasons clear
we'll spend another year
without direction, full of fear
but now things will be different
there's nothing simple when it comes to you and i
always something in this everchanging life
and it probably always will
now that time is getting harder to come by
the same arguments are always on our mind
we've killed this slowly fading light
now something has kept me here too long
and you can't leave me if i'm already gone
make the same mistakes we're always hanging on
break the promises we're always leaning on
all this time spent waking up
(now i) keep this line open to get this call from you
(as you) speak the words that keep me coming back to you
now this time it's all different
now something has kept me here too long and now i'm gone...
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anyways, update for friday! shit came up & we cant do the "guys nite out" thing! NOT! im kidding!!! but plans are coming together nicely, new development though! we're still meeting at 8pm @ roosters near the dayton mall, however we're not gonna eat 1st. thanks to rabbiofrock who is boomer from 103.9, he got us 8 free passes for the psychopath haunted trail in xenia, he's doing a radio remote out there between 8 - 10, so we'll do that 1st, then do dinner @ roosters, then hit the strip club. its gonna be a fun nite, im excited!!!