Terri Schiavo is dead.
I am extremely depressed.
I dont understand the world anymore.
Im a mommy. Her name is Lennon. Shes a kickass kid. People call me selfish when i say i'd rather see her in a vegatative state then having to plan her funeral. Oddly, these people dont have kids so i wouldnt expect them to understand. SO I GUESS IM FUCKING SELFISH. It pisses me off when people dont see all sides of the spectrum. I couldnt fathom losing Lennon. I couldnt even fathom losing Terri Schiavo under such fucked up circumstances. I dont 'get' life anymore. I dont 'get' people. And i still havent cried. Pray for me. Pray for her. Pray for yourself because goddamn it, times like these, it makes me re-evaluate myself. And the outcome is never good.
I am extremely depressed.
I dont understand the world anymore.
Im a mommy. Her name is Lennon. Shes a kickass kid. People call me selfish when i say i'd rather see her in a vegatative state then having to plan her funeral. Oddly, these people dont have kids so i wouldnt expect them to understand. SO I GUESS IM FUCKING SELFISH. It pisses me off when people dont see all sides of the spectrum. I couldnt fathom losing Lennon. I couldnt even fathom losing Terri Schiavo under such fucked up circumstances. I dont 'get' life anymore. I dont 'get' people. And i still havent cried. Pray for me. Pray for her. Pray for yourself because goddamn it, times like these, it makes me re-evaluate myself. And the outcome is never good.