Alright . a little update.
Im selling this and you should deffffff buy them.
what there good.
Family guy dvds. pahleaseee.
A song you should all check out.
Underwear goes inside the pants
amazing.
Now then onto other things.
i am struggling to control my anxiety and have refused to take medication for it. I have tried to meditate and do yoga but my anxiety/ ADD makes it difficult. I wish i had more patience but then again i dont because it has led me to be the person i am. Spontaneous and Driven.
I am currently working on getting my clothing line up and running. Its been very hard for me seeing as i am going to costa rica in a couple of weeks i am beginning to question if it was the right move to make. But i believe it is merely because once i get started on this clothing line there will be no time for vacations at least not for a while. So if yo have any words about this matter i would really appreciate to hear if you think its the right thing to start after i get back to california and have a steady base rather than trying to rush things and get it done now half assed.
I wish i didn't need so much reassurance but even more i wish i could allow myself to ask for help.
Im trying to work on my book as well. Basically anything i can do. I have decided to start school in the fall and that will be a HUGE step for me. I will hopefully go all the way and get my phd in pshycology. My dream is to work in Rehabilitation centers mainly drug and alcohol related. I would love to have enough money from side projects that my therapy sessions could be more of what i WANT to do rather than what i HAVE to do.
You may be wondering why i am typing this on a Saturdays night but i popped my shoulder out the other night and have been on some pretty heave muscle relaxers. I dont understand how people can be addicted to these. I feel so useless and would much rather be on uppers. My cocaine cravings have been through the wall. ive been around it way too much and am glad to get away from it.
Once i get back to California i would like to start being more active in the community mainly because o plan on going to the peace core. .. that and im beginning to give a fuck.
Ive been boxing a lot and running as well. It feels good to be getting fit.
Its so strange last week was the first time i felt the strangest thing. Instead of wishing i was older like i always have i wished i was younger. And not like a child but like to be 18 again. And i know im only 20 but still it was a nauseating feeling and i hope that this is not the feeling i will have for long.
Any questions? Feel freeeeeeeee.
Im selling this and you should deffffff buy them.
what there good.Family guy dvds. pahleaseee.
A song you should all check out.
Underwear goes inside the pants
amazing.
Now then onto other things.
i am struggling to control my anxiety and have refused to take medication for it. I have tried to meditate and do yoga but my anxiety/ ADD makes it difficult. I wish i had more patience but then again i dont because it has led me to be the person i am. Spontaneous and Driven.
I am currently working on getting my clothing line up and running. Its been very hard for me seeing as i am going to costa rica in a couple of weeks i am beginning to question if it was the right move to make. But i believe it is merely because once i get started on this clothing line there will be no time for vacations at least not for a while. So if yo have any words about this matter i would really appreciate to hear if you think its the right thing to start after i get back to california and have a steady base rather than trying to rush things and get it done now half assed.
I wish i didn't need so much reassurance but even more i wish i could allow myself to ask for help.
Im trying to work on my book as well. Basically anything i can do. I have decided to start school in the fall and that will be a HUGE step for me. I will hopefully go all the way and get my phd in pshycology. My dream is to work in Rehabilitation centers mainly drug and alcohol related. I would love to have enough money from side projects that my therapy sessions could be more of what i WANT to do rather than what i HAVE to do.
You may be wondering why i am typing this on a Saturdays night but i popped my shoulder out the other night and have been on some pretty heave muscle relaxers. I dont understand how people can be addicted to these. I feel so useless and would much rather be on uppers. My cocaine cravings have been through the wall. ive been around it way too much and am glad to get away from it.
Once i get back to California i would like to start being more active in the community mainly because o plan on going to the peace core. .. that and im beginning to give a fuck.
Ive been boxing a lot and running as well. It feels good to be getting fit.
Its so strange last week was the first time i felt the strangest thing. Instead of wishing i was older like i always have i wished i was younger. And not like a child but like to be 18 again. And i know im only 20 but still it was a nauseating feeling and i hope that this is not the feeling i will have for long.
Any questions? Feel freeeeeeeee.
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thank you for your genuine concern..it helps so much in these last few weeks.
You're super beautiful, FYI
Me and Morgan are moving to Oceanside in the fall...if you're anywhere near I'll invite you over for food that he's gonna cook because i suck at life.