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Ever since I was 14 I've had an on again off again relationship with this boy. We had some of the best times that I can think of, Hes like my best friend. then on another note, we've hurt eachother mentally physically emotioinally. blah blah blah. basically we had real shitty times. super shitty.basically just like any other relationship.. I love this man, I really do and starting a week or two ago we were back together again. and after I get back from Seattle in 2 weeks were going to be moving in together. Yet, I havent really told him how I felt.. Or well, I more or less lied about how I felt about the idea. Told him I would really like that and I was excited to wake up next to him every day. I mean, I had always wanted that in the past.. but to be honest im not sure that I want to move in with him.. Im confused more than ever.

But yesssss as I just mentioned I am going to SEATTLE! I can not fucking wait to be back there either. get to meet my new little niece, see my sissy head, run around the city starting a rukus. so, in seattle? lets chillll. also, my brother is coming back with us to live for about 6 months, sooo flippin excited. more good new, I had an interview at a resort, and this cute little grocery store asked me if i would come in and fill out an application, weird right? oh well. im on it.. and this tuesday I go to take my driving test! wish me luck cause a 13 year old can probably drive better than me.

hope everyone had a great weekend!