righteousjenn

Well, I broke my promise to myself, saying that I would never hook up with a guy in a band.

I don't know what the fuck I was thinking at the time.
And I don't know why I thought someone soo old would be better for me.


Haha,
The dude - 34 years old, in a well known hardcore band [not saying the name cuz yeah I don't want it to get around haha], in this crew called FSU.

Me- 20 years old, have seen this dudes band atleast 5 times, haven't even dated anyone over the age of 23 in my life, is scared of anyone in FSU. haha


But, the good thing, I only made out with him. But IDK it was like... making out with an uncle or something. He's 6 years younger than my mama.

But, he has his shit together, he has a house, is finanically stable.
I just don't know.
He's an awesome dude though.



It sucks cuz younger dudes are only out for one thing.. well two: sex and support.
I can barely support myself. Let alone someone who still lives with their parents and has everything in the world paid for them.
I don't have that soo why should I have to sit there and throw my money to someone who doesn't really need it??


GUYS ARE SOOO DUMBBBBBBBBBB