righteousjenn

DUDE
GUYS CONFUSE THE FUCKING SHIT OUTTA ME


seriously.
why can't they be easy to understand arghh.


Soo, I realized since Justin has been here... That I am not ready for a relationship.
And since he's been here, my bipolarness has been like showing a lot lately.

I just want things to be easy, simple.
I don't think dating someone 3500 miles away is going to help me out at all.
Especially, since, if we started dating, he'd move here.

I can't even deal with him at my house while he's visiting.
I feel like if he did move in, my life is going to be over, and so is my social life.

I can never be happy.
I feel like it'll be a long time before I'm actually down to settle down with someone like that again.

KLDJF;ALKDJFSDL;KFJDSFL;KASDJFS;LFKJ;OIJFKLA


But, anyways, Justin said that I lied to him about the whole situation.
But I did not.
And it fucking pisses me off to no extent.
I don't think I've ever been soo mad in the past year since today.
And that's not very awesome, since I've been at work all day.
It just sucks fucking BALLS.