So for Halloween I think I'm going to just stay home and sleep. But I am sure that isn't going to happen since I moved in with my gay best friend Anthony who likes to party it up every single night.
Despite the fact that I don't drink, I've managed to squeeze in 11 hours of sleep in the past 4 days of non stop going out and hanging out with people.
This is going to kill me physical wise, but I guess that's what I get for wanting to actually be able to afford to live in Los Angeles... Even if it is a studio apartment with two other occupants.
My last apartment was soo quiet and peaceful and I could sleep all the time, but unfortunately $700 a month for just my room was way out of my budget.
I had met my roommate off craigslist and we pretty much have nothing in common besides the exception hardcore bands that I randomly find out he likes. Last night he went to go see Madball and Sick Of It All, and I was soo tired I didn't even get to go. I've been wanting to go to that show for months, ugh, besides my friend Dustin who used to be in The Banner is now the drum tech for them and I haven't seen him in almost two years.
On the brightside of my new apartment.. The roof is absolutely spectacular. It has a really close view of downtown Los Angeles, the Hollywood sign, and beverly hills. I'm going to take pics once I'm fully moved in. It's breathtaking.
Yesterday I went to the doctor to get retested for any STD's since my new boyfriend doesn't want anything sexual until the results come back. That doctors visit was terrible. Seeing that I have no insurance and I am too poor to afford anything else, I had to go to the lovely free clinic. There were the homeliest people there. Including these three guys that stand on Hollywood and Highland all the time. One of them smelled really bad like he had jacked off for two weeks straight with no shower.. I wanted to throw up that's how disgusting it was.
So, after almost two years.. The love of my life just recently decided to move to Los Angeles to pursue a relationship with me. One problem.. My boyfriend... I like him soo much it's rediculous, but him living all the way in Oceanside kinda sucks. I didn't want to even be in a relationship for a while, especially after everything with Matt.. But when I went down there last weekend I had the most fun I've had in months with a guy. I really like him, I hope it works out and I get to see him more than a couple times a month. But, sadly, long distance relationships NEVER work out. So whatever the outcome, I am glad I got to get close to him in every way. Unfortunately, one of the two is gonna get hurt.. and I'm not about hurting ANYONE. I just wish life was easier in cases like this... Fortunately, I always look on the brightside of things and know things will work themselves out without me fucking anything up.... hopefully.
Right now I am currently obsessed with the song Soulja Boy. I have no idea why. Maybe it's the black in me coming out, hahahaha. I am really turning ghetto, but that's okay. I'm gonna learn the dance.. I just wish that Stephanie and Katie were still here so I could show them and they could laugh at me.... Ahhh, I miss you guys :[
Once I am fully moved in to my new apartment, I'm going to apply for college. That's the one thing I am most excited for in my life. I can't wait to go back to school. I love learning, it's my passion. :] It's only taken me almost four years to find a college that'll let me go virtually for free that won't interfere with my job. LACC has fee waivers if you live on your own and receive no helpfrom your parents or anyone in your family. The only thing I have to pay for is my books, but that's okay.
Next weekend is the Ventura Body Art Expo. I am excited. It's my first convention with SuicideGirls and hopefullyyy it's not my last. I am really in love with my job. I can't believe I almost left and went back to Florida and missed out on the wonderful opportunities that I've gotten and hopefully will receive in the last couple months.
Okay, my fingers hurt and this blog has gotten wayyy too long. haha <3
Despite the fact that I don't drink, I've managed to squeeze in 11 hours of sleep in the past 4 days of non stop going out and hanging out with people.
This is going to kill me physical wise, but I guess that's what I get for wanting to actually be able to afford to live in Los Angeles... Even if it is a studio apartment with two other occupants.
My last apartment was soo quiet and peaceful and I could sleep all the time, but unfortunately $700 a month for just my room was way out of my budget.
I had met my roommate off craigslist and we pretty much have nothing in common besides the exception hardcore bands that I randomly find out he likes. Last night he went to go see Madball and Sick Of It All, and I was soo tired I didn't even get to go. I've been wanting to go to that show for months, ugh, besides my friend Dustin who used to be in The Banner is now the drum tech for them and I haven't seen him in almost two years.
On the brightside of my new apartment.. The roof is absolutely spectacular. It has a really close view of downtown Los Angeles, the Hollywood sign, and beverly hills. I'm going to take pics once I'm fully moved in. It's breathtaking.
Yesterday I went to the doctor to get retested for any STD's since my new boyfriend doesn't want anything sexual until the results come back. That doctors visit was terrible. Seeing that I have no insurance and I am too poor to afford anything else, I had to go to the lovely free clinic. There were the homeliest people there. Including these three guys that stand on Hollywood and Highland all the time. One of them smelled really bad like he had jacked off for two weeks straight with no shower.. I wanted to throw up that's how disgusting it was.
So, after almost two years.. The love of my life just recently decided to move to Los Angeles to pursue a relationship with me. One problem.. My boyfriend... I like him soo much it's rediculous, but him living all the way in Oceanside kinda sucks. I didn't want to even be in a relationship for a while, especially after everything with Matt.. But when I went down there last weekend I had the most fun I've had in months with a guy. I really like him, I hope it works out and I get to see him more than a couple times a month. But, sadly, long distance relationships NEVER work out. So whatever the outcome, I am glad I got to get close to him in every way. Unfortunately, one of the two is gonna get hurt.. and I'm not about hurting ANYONE. I just wish life was easier in cases like this... Fortunately, I always look on the brightside of things and know things will work themselves out without me fucking anything up.... hopefully.
Right now I am currently obsessed with the song Soulja Boy. I have no idea why. Maybe it's the black in me coming out, hahahaha. I am really turning ghetto, but that's okay. I'm gonna learn the dance.. I just wish that Stephanie and Katie were still here so I could show them and they could laugh at me.... Ahhh, I miss you guys :[
Once I am fully moved in to my new apartment, I'm going to apply for college. That's the one thing I am most excited for in my life. I can't wait to go back to school. I love learning, it's my passion. :] It's only taken me almost four years to find a college that'll let me go virtually for free that won't interfere with my job. LACC has fee waivers if you live on your own and receive no helpfrom your parents or anyone in your family. The only thing I have to pay for is my books, but that's okay.
Next weekend is the Ventura Body Art Expo. I am excited. It's my first convention with SuicideGirls and hopefullyyy it's not my last. I am really in love with my job. I can't believe I almost left and went back to Florida and missed out on the wonderful opportunities that I've gotten and hopefully will receive in the last couple months.
Okay, my fingers hurt and this blog has gotten wayyy too long. haha <3
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Free clinics suck. I hate having no insurance...
So I'm sure the convention won't be your last! I'm looking foward to meeting you and all the other hot chicks
PS. You should give me the address to that clinic