I officially have the worst haircut ever. No joke. It's horrible. I've been sobbing my eyes out. I look like a really ugly 12 year old boy-girl-freak-of-nature. I want to shave my head, but my mom almost had a heart attack. I think she feels like I'm rejecting my femininity- which isn't the case at all! I think I'd feel more feminine if I shaved... Read More
Jesus H. Christ- I went to the most amazing party EVER last night. It was out in Brooklyn and the manager of my restaurant makes the flyers for the party, so we got to cut the line that was like a mile long and walk in for free. There must have been about 3,000 people at this place. It was this giant warehouse in the... Read More
Tomorrow will be my 12th day in a row without a day off and I swear, if I don't go to the beach on thursday, someone will die. Riggie needs some sun, some sand and some bikini-watching
Riggie also needs a new job. Or @ least one to pick up some extra shifts @. I am flat broke.
* Me and myy off-and-on ex, the woman I work with, were playing around outside the restaurant on Saturday. She was trying to grope me (as she usually does- to everyone) and I jokingly pushed her away. Well, that didn't go so well. She jerked her elbow back and it went through one of the glass windowpanes. I freaked... Read More
So I came home from work to find a lovely email from my father... you know, the one who pretty much disowned me last week. Here are some highlights [exact quotes, mind you] :
* "We are very concerned with your studying alternative religions. We would not want you to do this, but to follow the God of the Bible and Jesus Christ his son.... Read More
omfgggg.... you did it. holycrap. dude, you ROCK!! you'll have to keep us updated on what the response is (if there is one...). but really, that is amazing... i'm really excited for you as i'm sure it feels good to get it off your chest, no matter what your dad says in response...
Sorry to hear that your relationship with your dad is so screwed up. It's a shame that he is so close minded. I've always said things happen for a reason. At least you were honest with him & told him how you really feel. Now it's up to him to decide if there is going to be a relationship between the both of you or not.
I went to Long Beach yesterday and it was the most perfect day EVER! It was like 95 degrees, but the wind coming off the water took the edge off and the water was so cold you could hardly breathe when you first got in. My friend, Megan, and I smoked a bit and laid out. I was coating myself with sunscreen because I'm so... Read More
we should go to the beach soon! it would be tons of fun and yes i had shrooms...next time i get some i will surely invite you....it seems to be happening more lately...which is a very good thing! you need to come and hang out soon and u can join in on the crazy drunk times we have at beckies house...tis fun....
So, I finally spoke to my father today. We got in a huge fight and I decided that I do not want to be a part of his "family" anymore. I am going to write him a long email explaining everything, seeing as how he kept interupting me with things like, "We wouldn't have any problems if you'd live your life differently," and "You've turned... Read More
Both of my parents are ultra conservative Christians as well. During my junior year of high school my mom found out that one of my best friends was gay. She freaked out and asked me if I was gay and if I had sex with him before. She then forbid me to hang out with him anymore because she said that the only reason he wanted to be my friend was to fuck me haha.
But yeah, that is very un-Christian like and just plain ignorant for your Dad to shun you like that. I guess he forgot to read that part of the bible where Jesus said "He who is without sin, throw the first stone".
I'm having a bit of a financial crisis. School starts September 5th, my first bill is due on August 1st and my scholarship only covers 1/3rd of my tuition. That leaves me with a substantial amount of money to come up with in less than a week. My loans haven't come through and money isn't falling out of trees. I'm supposed to have a college... Read More
hi... i saw some random post of yours in the gay girls group and i just had to stop by to tell you how freakin' adorable you are.
i can sympathize with the financial issues that arise when you're living off of student loans... fucking sucks. i hope that something comes through and that everything works out.
im great! my cousin sarah (the one u met) is in right now and we are just chillin...i want to see you! haha we should hang out soon and catch up and i wanna see the new ink and hair cut in person! how are things?
Wow, okay, home again, but I'm still worried about Piski. Everyone should send her an e-hug. The Peeping Tom situation was this: a creepy guy was looking in her window a few nights ago and then came back the second night while we were totally smashed. Piski proceeded to fly towards the window with a butcher's knife [once again... we were SMASHED] and he... Read More
you'll have to keep us updated on what the response is (if there is one...). but really, that is amazing... i'm really excited for you as i'm sure it feels good to get it off your chest, no matter what your dad says in response...
