rift

I went to two movies today, one in the afternoon to escape the heat and the other this evening. I thought about hitting a bar after the second film but I ended up just going to Zankoo Chicken for some shwarma and heading home. I don't know how many meaningful relationships you can really start with girls you meet at a bar. I thought about getting a massage today (no, not that kind) and may look into it tomorrow. I used to go to the chiropractor back when I was in NC but I've never investigated whether my health insurance covers it here.

I went for a hike this morning, it was nice out and it was the first Saturday in several weeks that I didn't wake up with a hangover. My newest cd's weren't yet on my ipod so I made due with older music which turned out okay. It is really something how going through some painful experiences will make certain songs mean that much more. I don't think some of this stuff had any meaning really when I would listen to it before.

Two more weeks of work, then two weeks vacation, then it's starting a brand new job. I've held a lot of jobs since moving here to Los Angeles, trying to move up in this crazy nonsensical world.

I've been plagued by dreams the past few weekends, ones that show me the really good and the really bad. I wake up from them still spun up in their events and feelings and I end up carrying that throughout the day. I've been free of that this weekend - hopefully I haven't jinxed myself

Chat has been...interesting lately.


You can't make me smile!