What is life, is something that I ask myself. There has to be more to life then just living and love and all the other things that comsume us. Here is alittle about my life in short or long depends on how much I type. I have to come to grow up at a young age taking on the family life with a much older woman. I was 14 at the time and she was 29 with 4 kids. That is alot to take on at a young age. At that time I was into cocain and other drugs I will not add. The way I made money was a wrong way to do so for anyone hint on why I am now aginst crime. I was kick out of school when I was 15 for my drug use. Which put me in a position to go to Job corps with my mothers consent. I went there and started to clean up alittle and consentrait on what was inportant to me my school life. I had my GED bye the time I was 16 and left there with a trade and school to go to college on. I attended Davis College at that time while working at the zoo but I still had that home life to take care of and the mokey on my back weighing me down. Then when I was ready to turn 17 I had sign to join the army. Basic training was real hard for me cause not only was I there to better my life for me and her kids I was the getting over the addiction to cocain. I got married to that woman at the age of 18 then had my first duty station in Fort Stewart which we had moved as a family to. When I turn 21 on that same day I was shot in my head and had to over come that as well. I was deployed and my home life started falling apart. My wife started to sleep around on me and said she would not wait on me to come home. I come home willing to work out the problems with her but it was to late she had moved all her stuff out and burned all my stuff. I was left with out even a roof over my head. I gave and gave til I couldnt give no more. I started to lose trust in people and no one since has even been close to my heart. I have been single now for 7 years and counting. I started to live in my work working harder and harder for the army and spending all me free time giving to others instend of doing for me. I gave my blood and sweet to the army til this year. 10 and haft years total service. I may try to get back in thinking I will recovered from 3 total back surguries. Now I am in Toledo agian walking around looking for what is nexted. Confused of the furture and afraid of my past I am stuck in the middle traped. I should really start to date agian but dont know how to start. .
What is life, is something that I ask myself. There has to be more to life then just living and love and all the other things that comsume us. Here is alittle about my life in short or long depends on how much I type. I have to come to grow up at a young age taking on the family life with a much older woman. I was 14 at the time and she was 29 with 4 kids. That is alot to take on at a young age. At that time I was into cocain and other drugs I will not add. The way I made money was a wrong way to do so for anyone hint on why I am now aginst crime. I was kick out of school when I was 15 for my drug use. Which put me in a position to go to Job corps with my mothers consent. I went there and started to clean up alittle and consentrait on what was inportant to me my school life. I had my GED bye the time I was 16 and left there with a trade and school to go to college on. I attended Davis College at that time while working at the zoo but I still had that home life to take care of and the mokey on my back weighing me down. Then when I was ready to turn 17 I had sign to join the army. Basic training was real hard for me cause not only was I there to better my life for me and her kids I was the getting over the addiction to cocain. I got married to that woman at the age of 18 then had my first duty station in Fort Stewart which we had moved as a family to. When I turn 21 on that same day I was shot in my head and had to over come that as well. I was deployed and my home life started falling apart. My wife started to sleep around on me and said she would not wait on me to come home. I come home willing to work out the problems with her but it was to late she had moved all her stuff out and burned all my stuff. I was left with out even a roof over my head. I gave and gave til I couldnt give no more. I started to lose trust in people and no one since has even been close to my heart. I have been single now for 7 years and counting. I started to live in my work working harder and harder for the army and spending all me free time giving to others instend of doing for me. I gave my blood and sweet to the army til this year. 10 and haft years total service. I may try to get back in thinking I will recovered from 3 total back surguries. Now I am in Toledo agian walking around looking for what is nexted. Confused of the furture and afraid of my past I am stuck in the middle traped. I should really start to date agian but dont know how to start. .