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ridley

California, @le_creativename

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Tuesday Sep 08, 2009

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Well I'm 16 hours done with homework this week and that's only 1/3 of it. This semester is going to kick my ass so hard. What have a gotten myself into?

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Oh right, it's my final year, the crunch time.



I'm still selling my stuff to fund the basics for a kitten. It's only going to be up another week until I shift it over to ebay. I wish that the first fees for animals weren't so steep as I have money for food and everything month to month, but adoption, shots, and deposit for the apartment is expensive!

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Lately I've been feeling very envious. It's not a feeling I've been known to have before so I'm having a little trouble dealing with it. I guess it's just a stressful time in my life and I'd love to be someone else's shoes.



I feel like I've lost my identity a bit. One of my assignments is to find 3 different projects I would be very interested in branding for an entire semester. That's hard. To think of something you want to work on for 15 weeks and won't get sick of that is. A few years ago it would have been easy to pick 3 separate things I was very passionate about. But right at the moment there is only one thing that I could stick with for 3 and a half months. I'm wondering if that stems from being burnt out or if it stems from life in general. I feel disconnected from everything. I want to dress up and go out more, and see things. I want a life back.

Things I'm enjoying:
1. The sun. I love how warm it is in Oakland right now. My apartment is always bright an beautiful.
2. True Blood. nuff said.
3. The prospect of sewing new clothes. I made myself a dress form, now I just need any extra time.
4. My bike. I love riding it. I love that it saves me so much time commuting.
5. Hair extensions. I love being able to have long hair with no effort!
6. Lounging naked. I love not having roommates.

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pistolita:
I had no idea you were the inspiration for my thread in AA. Thanks girl. Much love to you.

<3
Sep 15, 2009
bni:
Obrigado for the support hun smile
Sep 20, 2009

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