ridley

I'm itching to do everything that is not what I should be doing. I want to go shoot photos, I want to make jewelry, I want to see shows and go to movies and have fun! I want to have freedom!
But $80,000 of my money says I have to finish school.

I'm so burnt out right now and I'm not recovering. Even after breaks between semesters I can't get back in a groove. I can't get motivated to do anything in design. I feel so hopeless.

I wish that I was rich so that I could take a break from school and work and not worry. I'd love to travel to Japan for half a year and submerge myself in the culture. Learn the language, eat the food, see everything. I want to go to Italy, France, Germany, Greece, England, India, Brazil...

I want to dress up everyday. I want to go to the beach. I want to go camping, go party, go sleep all day long!

I sound like a child now. I want. I want. I want.

Back to reality honey you have work to do.


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Make me a little happy, leave me some more love? It makes me happy. Such shallow simple pleasure I know. I'm not very deep right now. What is it, depression season?