richie_sweden

Do you fear change?
I didn't think I did but now I'm starting to believe I am. The last two years of my life has, without a doubt, been the greatest of my life. I've been going to college theses two years. I study a program called Music Management here in Sweden. The first one and a half of these two years me and my class mates were all living in the smallest of places called Hultsfred, mostly known for the music festival which we've been involved with.

Living in this place created such special bonds between us all. We are a group of about ten people who were seeing each other almost every day and it feels like we became something more than friends, I consider them my second family.

This semester we are all going to different places all over the world, well four of us are going abroad (US and UK) and the rest are staying in Sweden but are moving to various cities. I don't think it was until tonight that it really hit me that we will never experience the same feeling again. I'm moving out of my appartment tomorrow so I've been packing for the last couple of days and it feels like I'm packing the best chapter in the story of my life, you know?

I've felt safe and comfort with this group of people and kinda knowing what you would do the next month. Now I'm moving to High Wycombe, UK, in one week to live there for about five months but then what? I guess a lot of you can relate to the feeling of not knowing what to do with your life!? I guess I've been wondering about this for a couple of years now but my friends has made me forget about the worrying part and I've just lived in the now so to speak. That's what I really want to do but know I have to make some decisions that will probably affect my whole life and it's kinda scary...