richard_

Ok, everyone keeps asking me whats wrong with me here lately.. Wheres my usual sense of humor, why Im noticeably less talkative.. So here it goes. A few months ago i had a really bad fall rock climbing. Broke a couple bones.. Covered in road rash.. Concussion.. Almost broke my back.. So after a a month or so i was walking again. Started doing physical therapy. Things were going pretty good. But then a month ago i strained a muscle connecting to my tailbone during therapy. No biggy i thought.. But its been a month of never ending pain every since. I can't stand.. I can't sit.. The pain is literally driving me crazy. Its all i think about from the time i wake up until the time i go to sleep. There's absolutely no escape. I had to start taking pain pills again after being off them for weeks. I can't exercise. Nothing relieves the pain except for lying in bed. Which has always been my least favorite place to be. Im seriously going bonkers over here. Doc says the tailbone injury takes up to 3 months to heal. So no therapy until then. Im miserable. More miserable than i've ever been in my entire life.

Im not one to complain. I know we all have our struggles. I just wanted to try to explain why i might not seem myself here lately is all. So if i've hurt anyones feelings i do sincerely apologize. I look forward to being myself soon, just as soon as my ass stops trying to kill me that is.

So pray for me if you pray.. Send me any and all extra drugs if you don't.