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ricardor

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Tuesday Mar 19, 2013

Mar 18, 2013
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I feel like in the last few months I've completely alienated myself from the outside world. I mean, I have the feeling that something in my mind is poisoning everything else.
I've become more and more pickier with whom i let in my life. Which wasn't always the case. Over-thinking sometimes can ruin you, and I think its starting to get to me. Every time a take a step forward, I regress a step back.
Maybe I'm just venting, or feeling a bit lonesome, but either way, I am the only one who can help me out of this.
I can deal, with the hurt, the pain, the disappointments , the highs and lows, all are passing feelings and part of the make of life. Its the emptiness, the feeling numb that really gets to me.

all in all , always going forward.
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arroia:
I don't think that being picky is necessarily a bad thing, unless it turnes into a complete distrust towards everyone and everything. Maybe this is just a phase, a bit of alone time during which you can figure out where you want to go next. If you ever want to chat about it, feel free to drop me a message.

The trip home will be awesome, but you still have about 5 months of me before I go MIA for about a month. wink
Mar 22, 2013
hanke:
muchas gracias!!
Mar 22, 2013

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