Sunday Nov 06, 2011

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ok i know...it's been a while.
that's because so many things happened to me in these last 4 months that i'm still stoned and confused...i'm still trying to figure out what exactly happened to me actually.
In two words, i've lost everything that seemed to be my normal life: job and boyfriend.
this is not so weird actually. the weird thing is how i'm reacting.
specially in these last days i'm starting to understand what passes in stolker's mind, for exemple.
I'm full of rage and hate, that's the true. i totally hate him now, i tryied to "stay friends" but i quickly realized that this philosophy just doesn't fuckin' work for me.
i hate him
and it's not only this. i want him too suffer actually. i want to level off the shit.
i dream about how to get revenge, i want to gut his wheels....

any suggestions? if possible some clever strategy which could avoid me prison or penalties or public humiliations....smilesmilesmile

well....

waiting for ur precious advices!!!!!biggrin
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2shadowland:
Thanks for your comment on the Crystal'set blush
Take care of you
bonfires:
Honestly, you've probably got better things to worry about. If you think about it, your inner peace is one of the most precious things to you. So why should someone you dislike be allowed to disturb that? You should treat it as a *privilege* that's only reserved for the most special people and things in your life. If someone sucks, they don't deserve to be able to hurt and upset you. Probably easier said than done. But when I think about things like that, it helps me just let go of stuff that I don't want upsetting me and get on with the things that are good and exciting in my life. Makes me a happier person! biggrin

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