i'm sad.
i had 4 operations this year, scars stll hurts as it seems that they will never stop, i feel i'm living in a alien-body that could do everythings he likes out of my control...i'm in a perpetual lack of energy and i'm scared of everything as woody allen would be probably proud of me.
this boyfriend of mine loves me anyway but he doesn't really understand how i'm freakin'out feeling and seeing my body going down and down and how i don't give a fuck of his comprehension.
u know when they say "go with the flow" "listen to your heart" "think positive" ....i wonder why we must live in this fucking new-age society full of bullshit
i just want to cry on myself, talk bad about people around, and watch billions of tv series.
next year will be better...i don't know...4 the murphy's law (that actually is my religion now) i should just shut the fuck up....
1 thing is sure...i will celebrate.....thanks god I ALWAYS celebrate....
i had 4 operations this year, scars stll hurts as it seems that they will never stop, i feel i'm living in a alien-body that could do everythings he likes out of my control...i'm in a perpetual lack of energy and i'm scared of everything as woody allen would be probably proud of me.
this boyfriend of mine loves me anyway but he doesn't really understand how i'm freakin'out feeling and seeing my body going down and down and how i don't give a fuck of his comprehension.
u know when they say "go with the flow" "listen to your heart" "think positive" ....i wonder why we must live in this fucking new-age society full of bullshit
i just want to cry on myself, talk bad about people around, and watch billions of tv series.
next year will be better...i don't know...4 the murphy's law (that actually is my religion now) i should just shut the fuck up....
1 thing is sure...i will celebrate.....thanks god I ALWAYS celebrate....
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Well, what other people say isn't important. It's what *you* say and think and do that matters.
But I would love to celebrate with you if I could.
Everyone needs it sometimes.
I wish you good health and great sex.
So che banale, ma quello che non ti uccide ti rende pi forte. Perci porta con orgoglio le tue cicatrici perch hanno fatto di te la persona che sei e la persona che un giorno sarai
Quindi liberati di chi ti appesantisce,rompi il culo a chi se lo merita e cerca sempre di vivere al massimo,perch il passato storia,il futuro un mistero,ma il presente un regalo
PS: E' quando vorrai celebrare..vieni a torino che ti aspetto!!!!!!