Good god y'all...

Well the good news is I've got my internet connection back...Mediacom is a little wealthier and I'm a little more cheerful. It was such an epic moment when it flipped back on... I even sold my favorite item on Etsy while it was down. Woot!

My brother has a medical situation that recently got completely out of control, and he neglected to tell anyone or do anything about it... I'm taking dude to have major surgery tomorrow as a result. So, little brother is home to stay. At least for the next month or 2 while he recovers from this. I'm the only one, friend or family, with their shit together enough to force him to take care of this and then to take care of the aftermath. It's gonna be a brutal situation. I know that he needs love right now, but it's taking every ounce of my strength not to throttle the little fucker.

I'm bidding adieu to the small semblance of privacy I've built for myself....resigning myself to a tough month with another mouth to feed and another person's mental and physical health to look out for. We'll just be yet another small, highly dysfunctional american family again. Goddamn it all to pieces.

Fun with little brother LOL @ him for me


When everything around me seems completely insane, I enjoy listening to really melodramatic music... today it's been Jeff Buckley, Muse, and Fiona Apple since sun-up. If nothing else, it drowns out the noise of my grinding teeth

I think I need to get stoned, look at naked girls (and maybe a few guys), crochet flowers, and distract my mind for the rest of the night. If I had booze I'd be gettin wasted right about now. If only I had two nickels to rub together.... maybe I do, I'm off to check....cross your fingers for me