salted drops for you,
my dear,
dear
old
friend.
...
i hate this limbo!
i don't want to do this -
. this messy space,
. this awkward
drawn-out
sideways-glancing
overly-lengthy
...
...pause...
...,
. this internal retching of a solid friendship -
again.
my heart compresses,
tightened under invisible strain.
my eyes burn with liquid not accustomed to this pain.
why,
again?
perhaps
tomorrow
will be
easier
.
perhaps
tomorrow
i will awake from a tremendous dream
screaming,
breathing relief and cool air.
i can hope.
perhaps.
my dear,
dear
old
friend.
...
i hate this limbo!
i don't want to do this -
. this messy space,
. this awkward
drawn-out
sideways-glancing
overly-lengthy
...
...pause...
...,
. this internal retching of a solid friendship -
again.
my heart compresses,
tightened under invisible strain.
my eyes burn with liquid not accustomed to this pain.
why,
again?
perhaps
tomorrow
will be
easier
.
perhaps
tomorrow
i will awake from a tremendous dream
screaming,
breathing relief and cool air.
i can hope.
perhaps.
homoflexibility, yes!