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Nothing like being kicked when you are already down -
Chuck just brought all my things over to my house and said , " it's time to move on " blackeyed Certainly didn't see this one coming.........
Can I just die now?
Scare to go on vacation to Cancun by myself -
Is this just a bad dream??

WTF???blackeyedpuke
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beezadave:
Do vaction. Be the independent you, eat alfresco, do art galleries at your own pace, coffee where and when ever you want, movies without a second opinion, listen to your music.

Live for you for now.

Be selfish, heal your self esteem, remind yourself that for all your life you've been ok, cool, alert and growing.

It's your time now.

Do vacation.
madscience:
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But now you can have a hot vaca fling. wink I'm sure it's just what the doctor ordered. wink
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My ex-husband is getting married in 2 weeks. I'm not altogether shocked - but I do wonder why it took me 10 years to decide to ask for a divorce, and after so much angst.......blackeyed I could have been in my forties and single, instead of my fifties - whatever And yes, I think that makes a difference.......
Having a bad week - puke

This, too, shall...
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catdad:
Hindsight... {hug}
beezadave:
It will pass, hope you have a friend to help you through it. (they tend to speed up the through it phase)
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Time for a new post -
I'm all moved into my new place, and it looks terrific! tonight I get to take a shower in my newly tiled bathroom - My piano was delivered today ( baby grand ). Now I need to get my music major son over to play for me - biggrin
Life is good -
My love life is also good -...
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catdad:
Glad things are good. Congrats on getting settled into the new place. smile
kingskottie:
hoping yr cool. XOXOX
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Happy Valentine's Day to all my friends! ( Well - what there is left of you on here...whatever )
It appears that this V-Day finds me WITH a Valentine of my own. blush
It feels good -

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stcyr:
I'm working on him . . .
&
thanks blush
stcyr:
Yeah, this seems to be more of a dermatolgical issue - - it's definitely a surface layer type pain, not joints or bones, and it's at the back of the toe, away from the nail.
Who knows?
I'm content just complaining about it for now.
If it gets debilitating, I'm sure I'll break down and seek professional advice.
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Wow! Fasten your seatbelts peeps - It's going to be a bumpy ride!

New post soon - wink
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9005900:
Often times I enjoy bumps! smile
blackheartdown:
Hmmmm.... Very curiouso!

I bought tickets for Saturday the 9th as well.

I thought the n/a for the next fri and sat meant they were sold out, so that is good if the just haven't opened sales. I going to try to eat downtown again. Traffic Jam and Snug was not crowded, but it was a Friday last year.
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How quickly things change - Could it be bad kharma to post about happiness? I still have my dermal piercing which I love - but the boyfriend is over already!!! Needless to say I am totally thrown for a loop on this one! We dated as friends for 6 months. He wanted to take things " very slowly " and I was all for it...
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catdad:
My gut says move on. But, if you are getting enough enjoyment from his company without the sex, take advantage of it. Things may change.

And make sure you go watch that video if you haven't. smile
rhanarose:
Thanks guys ^^^^^ love
The " official" reason for his dramatic change of heart, is that we were moving too fast and he got scared..... The unofficial/ psychological reason by my deductions - is that his dick won't co-operate. blackeyed
So - there it is. I don't feel like " being friends " at this time, with him. So I'm going to keep dating, and btw - I have a date this Sat. night! biggrin
Like my gf says : pick yourself up - dust yourself off - and get back on the horse that threw you!
lovelovelove you guys and thanks -
@ catdad - I DID watch that awesome vid! kiss
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Shit - I thought I was making a new post - oh well.....
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Back home in frozen Michigan - Ugh!
the good news is that I have an official boyfriend *blush* - and a new diamond, dermal piercing under my ( non-broken ) collarbone! biggrin
I am happy - smile

kisses to all........!
Rr
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alfaduetto:
How's the house reno goin'? We still have the entire main floor to do, the den is about done. Winter is a pain under ideal conditions, this year is worse cause the garage is full of furniture and the cars are outside. Normalcy soon I hope.

Got any picktures of your new gem?
catdad:
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Merry Christmas/Happy Holidays to all of my SG peeps out there!
I am happy and healthy and going home to Seattle for X - mas!! wink
Love and happiness to you all !
<3
Rhanarose
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user9800:
Happy New Year!!!
kingskottie:
Yo. What's up baby?
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Tree is up and decorated - my first Christmas alone...... I think I'm doing pretty well wink
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blackheartdown:
Definitely. I'll make it a point to make that happen.
alfaduetto:
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I am off to Calif. to spend Thanksgiving with my sis and my parents - who are coming down for the event. I will be in Santa Monica - and will probably get to see my old friend, sinjun, who lives in Palm Springs now.....I am looking forward to my first single Thanksgiving with old friends and my family..... lovewinkbiggrin

Happy Turkey Day to all...
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alfaduetto:
Say hello to John Wayne for me.
catdad:
Loved your cleavage shot on fb. wink