rhanarose

So I posted a couple of G-rated shots on facebook, from the first of my 4 photo shoots this week. They are pretty nice if I do say so myself . I changed my profile pic to a new B&W head shot. This stuff is fun , but very exhausting - I have to flex my muscles all the time, and hold the pose........ Kinda' feels like a workout after 4 or 5 hours -
The guy I was seeing , and really excited about - has suddenly had some sort of Jekyll/Hyde change of heart. I am devastated but determined to not let it bring me down for much longer. Grrrr..... We were a really good match AND he was MY AGE! That won't happen again, I'm pretty sure, as I find most guys over 50 are way, way too stuffy for me. The problem with the 40 somethings, is that often they are too immature - and have too much hate for their ex - wife. That shit just eats away at a person. Get over it, Dude - move on
Anyway - so last week, I was on top of the world - and this week - well it's a struggle to get out of bed! Hopefully next week will be easier.

Love to you all - and thanks for ( cyber ) listening!

Rhanarose