rhaenys

Hardly on internet we see sad people. Always the happiest-popular-beautiful kind of people. Well I'm not one of those. Anyone can be perfect beneath the light of a photographer, with pounds of makeup. I always tried to show how human I am. How imperfect I can be. And I've been a lot of shit through the past months, and I feel like I don't know what to do to get better or stop messing around with the ones I love, but most of the time the worst part of it...is that I miss my friends so much. About 3 weeks ago I moved from São Paulo to Rio de Janeiro (Brazil). And it's been being difficult 'cause all my family lives there. I'm not alone here, I have Amanda, my old friend (more than a friend to me, but in these times, she's being so kind and friendly!) but I don't have the people I used to have around me. I don't have Vitor, or Exner (both my ex boyfriends, and both my dearest friends)... Or Zardo. Not even Ligia. And I miss them so much that cuts my heart to think about it. Even passing through those things, I'm optimist about my future here. I want to make something with my life. And now it's time for a new beginning.