rfantana

oh man. what a weird start to the new year. i had to kick my roomates out of my house. it just became all too much to deal with. it sux cause they stole my stash. little fucks. when i see them its gonna take all i got not to punch them in the manbox. so, ...its sorta like breaking up with a girlfriend when you quit a band. like all young men, i wanna make music for a living. ha. but this was the first band i was in that felt like we had something special. it was really effortless, natural, good time rock n roll. fuck, some people just don't get it. it takes hard work and sacrifice if you wanna make something of yourself, no matter what it is. they just didn't have the drive. if you stay drunk all the time and keep losing jobs how are you ever gonna save money to promote or tour. blah blah blah. anyways, back to the drawing board. hope everyone is doing ok out there. i doubt anyone reads this shit. later