I realize that I have the "most to say" when "suffering" in some way or another. Especially when it comes to writing. But what is "the most to say"? Must there be anything to say at all? I feel and always have that the best relationships are those when complete silence, shared, is comfortable and meaningful, even. Perhaps the same is true with silence within my own mind. and what is "suffering?" All in my head. Perhaps I create suffering merely to say something. Perhaps we all do the same, to create constant "meaning". True meaning comes without suffering, with nothing. i realize at times that perhaps my mind has been more affected by the world than i let myself think. it's alright, i realize i'm alive. and in these moments of realization i am free.
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pumpkin beers and changing leaves.
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p.s.
pumpkin beers and changing leaves. p.p.s check out my set still in member review.
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programchaos:
where did that quote about ties and white clouds come from? as a musician I came to a realization that everything i've ever written happy was crap and the only "meaningful" shit I had to say was when I was wallowing in the depths of some sort of pain. It's crap if you ask me....but its true. When we suffer we are more alive. It's times of conflict, not rest, that make us really feel our existence in this world. I could really go for some pumpkin beer, wanna fed ex me some?
toxic:
awesome blog, hope your great!