i was awake until seven a.m. sippin tea because i was hacking up my lungs...
oh, smoking relapse. which i'm now thinking of making a quitting smoking relapse...
well i didn't mind because i got to see the sunrise. i wrote a little bit. and read a little bit. i am currently indulging my brains in one flew over the cuckoo's nest.
speaking of the sunrise:
a sunrise naked rexx surprise is coming....
THE GIANT BALL OF FIRE IS TAKING OVER MY LIFE!!!
had an awesome time shooting this with nodawnforman !
right now i'm planning my trip. revamping a cattle decapitation t-shirt. eating a peanut butter and honey sandwich. and awaiting the arrival of the roommate to drop the "i'm moving out in less than three weeks" bomb which should be full of excitement. ha. ha.
i'm listening to the flaming lips and it makes me want to chomp on mushroom dust and run around in a neon paradise where everything is bubble wrap searching for the secret to the universe.
i almost cried at work last night when one of the asians pulled me aside with a mixture of hope and sadness in his face to tell me he heard about my two weeks notice and how envious he is of the way i go for anything i want without thinking and that he wished he could live his life like that. you can you can you can! there is life outside of soy sauce and relentless working. i hope to at least begin to open his eyes in my last five days and try and stir something, even if it is just hope.
i'm sitting here broker than a fucking joke relying solely on the sale of my car to carry me anywhere and everywhere in the months to come. and regardless of that, i won't let anything stop me.
fuck the world's ties. they are looser than one thinks. in fact, in reality, they were never actually knotted to begin with. it was all illusion.
oh, smoking relapse. which i'm now thinking of making a quitting smoking relapse...
well i didn't mind because i got to see the sunrise. i wrote a little bit. and read a little bit. i am currently indulging my brains in one flew over the cuckoo's nest.
speaking of the sunrise:
a sunrise naked rexx surprise is coming....
THE GIANT BALL OF FIRE IS TAKING OVER MY LIFE!!!
had an awesome time shooting this with nodawnforman !
right now i'm planning my trip. revamping a cattle decapitation t-shirt. eating a peanut butter and honey sandwich. and awaiting the arrival of the roommate to drop the "i'm moving out in less than three weeks" bomb which should be full of excitement. ha. ha.
i'm listening to the flaming lips and it makes me want to chomp on mushroom dust and run around in a neon paradise where everything is bubble wrap searching for the secret to the universe.
i almost cried at work last night when one of the asians pulled me aside with a mixture of hope and sadness in his face to tell me he heard about my two weeks notice and how envious he is of the way i go for anything i want without thinking and that he wished he could live his life like that. you can you can you can! there is life outside of soy sauce and relentless working. i hope to at least begin to open his eyes in my last five days and try and stir something, even if it is just hope.
i'm sitting here broker than a fucking joke relying solely on the sale of my car to carry me anywhere and everywhere in the months to come. and regardless of that, i won't let anything stop me.
fuck the world's ties. they are looser than one thinks. in fact, in reality, they were never actually knotted to begin with. it was all illusion.
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sunshine:
your new set is really pretty! you should come up to columbus ohio for one of the sg parties and shoot with Alissa sometime
joxster9:
Thanks for agreeing to be friends. Hope you're good x