coffee and a cigarette on a chilly, sunny, fall morning.
well, afternoon.... :-)
either way, its like a little dose of pure bliss to start off my day
....i never went back to ledo's. fuck that place.
....have an interview today at another restaurant. ugh. food service.
....i have a billion things to do and was going to wake up early and do them all, but then i couldn't fall asleep until 5 in the morning because 1. i was sober 2. i've had mild insomnia all my life and 3. my cat was taking up all the covers.
but oh well, its all gravy baby.
this bad streak of luck in my life is possibly coming to an end. i'm feeling really good about things. my ankle is pretty much fully heeled. my kidneys are totally back to normal. money is somehow coming in tiny doses whenever i need it. and that is enough for me. i find a strange sense of happiness in thrift. i went pink thanks to all you lovely people!!! and i don't know....i'm just feeling very positive and enlightened, like a big change is on the verge of erupting and until then i'm just simmering in the state of now. just kind of existing and letting life tumble me down its funny little path until i arrive at that much awaited fork in the road. after all that has happened, i feel i'm fully prepared to choose which way to turn, whenever such a decision awaits me.
la la la well i'm going to go memorize every muscle in the human body, take my anatomy test, write an essay for my substance abuse class, clean, make yummy food, go to my interview, and then fuckin hang out.
ciao
well, afternoon.... :-)
either way, its like a little dose of pure bliss to start off my day
....i never went back to ledo's. fuck that place.
....have an interview today at another restaurant. ugh. food service.
....i have a billion things to do and was going to wake up early and do them all, but then i couldn't fall asleep until 5 in the morning because 1. i was sober 2. i've had mild insomnia all my life and 3. my cat was taking up all the covers.
but oh well, its all gravy baby.
this bad streak of luck in my life is possibly coming to an end. i'm feeling really good about things. my ankle is pretty much fully heeled. my kidneys are totally back to normal. money is somehow coming in tiny doses whenever i need it. and that is enough for me. i find a strange sense of happiness in thrift. i went pink thanks to all you lovely people!!! and i don't know....i'm just feeling very positive and enlightened, like a big change is on the verge of erupting and until then i'm just simmering in the state of now. just kind of existing and letting life tumble me down its funny little path until i arrive at that much awaited fork in the road. after all that has happened, i feel i'm fully prepared to choose which way to turn, whenever such a decision awaits me.
la la la well i'm going to go memorize every muscle in the human body, take my anatomy test, write an essay for my substance abuse class, clean, make yummy food, go to my interview, and then fuckin hang out.
ciao
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dot:
thank you lady <3
sedora:
hmm where was it?