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i love lounging around on sundays doing absolutely nothing.

...even though i don't have a job really and every day is pretty much the weekend for me :-)

last sunday it was kind of rainy so i drove to the park and read books in the back of my car. it was nice. there were stray kitties and i tried to be their friend and save them but they were scared of me.

today its sunny and hot and i was supposed to go to the beach but people suck. and i would go alone but now its too late unless i want to sweat to death in my air-conditioning-less car for two hours. sigh. oh well.

i quit everything and am just doing promotional modeling for now. that way its always temporary. pays well. and usually results in free stuff. i'm way too antsy here in virignia to hold a regular job.

speaking of random jobs....i told you i would post a picture of my nesquick bunny gig right?


HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. i kid you not...

i've been sort of seeing this boy the past couple of months. but i don't know about it. i have just gotten so used to the glory of being single and i'm so god damn independent i sometimes wonder if i'm capable of ever having feelings for someone enough to actually get into a relationship again.

i don't know. why am i so emotion-less?

then again. who gives a fuck. i'm 21. and way too many people waste their youth on relationships that weren't meant to be. for someone that doesn't even know where they are going to be living a few months down the road i should probably just not worry myself with such things.

go with the flow. always just go with the flow.

anyways we randomly did a photoshoot the other day. so hungover. couldn't find the car downtown. so this happened. people saw my boobies. oh well. here's some stuff that turned out neat.






anyways, what else is new..hm.

thanks to hurricane ike that shiesty bastard gas prices here raised 40 fucking cents in one day. i just fill the tank up regardless and refrain from bitching cause ya gota do what ya gotta do but cmooooon mangggggg!!!!

i was hoping the hurricane would ravage the city and i could see some sick lightning and trees bending over sideways and mass destruction all over but there was no such luck.

i went to pick up my paycheck at buzz n ned's on wednesday and that was significantly awkward. everyone glared at me. i just laughed because those poor souls still work at that shit hole. mmm man a pulled pork sandwich and hush puppies does amazing though.

its mid september. i can almost smell the fall. and the swirly leaves. and wearing boots. and lots more coffee. and halloween. oh how i love it.

i want to go to pittsburgh soon. i miss everyone so much. ah, 10 days until court. 10 days.....

do you guys want to bail me out if i end up in jail?

ah, i'm so lazy right now.

i want to go lay in the sun and read books and smoke way too many cigarellos.

yup. that's the plan.

this was a pretty pointless blog.

oh well!

have a good sunday babies