rexall

moment of weakness. stupid me. lesson learned. i am sorry. this whole guy thing really makes me want to leave this place for awhile. it really does. and the friendship will probably end on here and then my heart will hurt more. close down. shut in.

i know things will get better but right now i need to embrace the fact that i am miserable, hating life and feel dumped on by the world. boss, boys, health... life. just gonna be a few days and then i'll move on.

take the week off. apply to jobs and get through my birthday and then figure out life!

i have a burlesque class in 12 hours. good night. sweet dreams.